ever hit anyone. Youâre a good boy. And Jayniâs a good girl and Iâm not going to risk either of you getting hurt. So weâre starting our new life and weâre going to make it work, right?â
âRight!â I said. I nudged Kendall. âSay right!â
âWrong,â Kendall mumbled into the pink fur of my denim jacket, but now he was joking.
He behaved like a little lamb in the housing association office. âIâm Kendall Luck and Iâm five years old,â he announced to everyone. His eyelashes were still wet and his little peaky face looked very earnest.
Everyone smiled and said, âBless him!â
It was Kenny who got us a home. We waited for ages and then a lady with glasses took down all our details. Mum was fine at first, making up all sorts of stuff, sounding so convincing, even though she was going nibble nibble on her thumbnail. But then we were led into another big room full of waiting people. It took another age before it was our turn to see anyone and then Mum had to start all over again saying the same stuff to a man with a beard while he filled in another form.
I knew Mum wouldnât be able to remember every little detail of her story. Sheâd been making it up as she went along. She had a stab at it, gabbling quicker and quicker to get it over with, but she got stuck when they asked about our schools. Sheâd made up a name before and theyâd written it down. Mum tried to remember it, a vein standing out on her forehead. She looked at me desperately.
âTell them the name of your school, Jayni,â she said.
Jayni .
I started saying something quick but the man wasnât listening. He put down his pen. âJayni?â he said. He looked at me. âI though you were called Lola?â
âShe is; Lola Rose. Jayniâs just a silly nickname â Jayni-Payni, weâve called her that for fun since she was little,â Mum said.
It was clear the man with the beard didnât believe a word she was saying. âMrs Luck, I get the feeling youâve been a little economical with the truth,â he said. âSome of your details donât quite add up. You need to be completely frank with us about your previous domestic circumstances. Now Iâm sure youâve got your reasonsââ
âYes, Iâve got my bloody reasons,â said Mum, going red. She yanked at her blouse and showed the man the bruises, still as purple as pansies. âWeâre running away from the guy who did this to me, right? Heâs started on his daughter too â thereâll be no stopping him now. Iâm trying to make a fresh start and do my best for my kids. Thereâs no going back. Heâll kill us.â
âHave you been to the police?â
Mum snorted. âWhat are they going to do?â
âLock him up?â
âFor how long? And what about his mates? And what happens when heâs let out? What happens to us then?â
âI take your point, Mrs Luck. I do understand.â
âNo you donât. You can take my point and shove it straight up your bottom,â said Mum, standing up. âI suppose youâre not going to find us somewhere to live now?â
âThat sort of abuse isnât helpful, certainly. I will still try to help you but I canât work miracles. Iâll put your family on our waiting list.â
âAnd what are we supposed to do meanwhile? Sit in the gutter for six months?â
Mum called him a very very rude name and then stood up. âCome on, kids, weâre going. This is a waste of time.â
Kenny looked at his hands. He looked at the chair heâd been sitting on. He looked under it. His mouth went into a letter-box shape and he started howling.
He howled and howled and howled. He wouldnât stop when I picked him up. He wouldnât stop when Mum picked him up. He wouldnât stop when the lady with glasses brought him a