soon agreed it wasnât for them. Her growing-up years had taught her she was really on her own where any problems were concerned. Her motherâs various boyfriends and occasional live-in âunclesâ for Emma had made her feel isolated. Now, she had good reason to feel that way.
Only that morning yet another client of hers had bailed out. Thank goodness Melanie had loved her formal drawings for the twinsâ room and hadnât blinked at the estimate. At least sheâd be able to make her rent for another month. Emma reached for Christianâs hand, then stopped herself.
They were walking shoulder to shoulder across the Walnut Street Bridge, a favorite local spot that connected downtown to the trendy North Shore. Other evening strollers passed them, many with dogs on leashes. The night was balmy rather than cool, with a lingering hint of late Indian summer, but Emma could sense the tension in Christian. Heâd called her from the health club, asking her to meet him, a rare occasion these days.
âEmma, I was so mad. I wanted to deck him.â Christian stopped walking. He drew Emma to the bridge railing to look out over the Tennessee River. âChet knew perfectly well he was baiting me. At the office heâs always trying to get between Dad and meâas if that will get him where he wants to go.â
âAnd where is that?â As if she couldnât guess. But he needed to talk.
âMy job,â he said. âIâd tell him he can have it but I wouldnât give him the satisfaction.â
âGood for you.â Emma leaned against the rail. From here she could see Coolidge Park and the carousel below. She sighed. It bothered her that he was no longer happy at work. Despite the ups and downs at No More Clutter, the very real risk of having to close her business, Emma loved what she did every day.
He nudged her side, sending a wave of warmth through Emma. They rarely touched these days, and even when she was the one to evade it, she longed to restore the real closeness theyâd once shared.
âThanks for listening,â he said.
âI really should have stayed at the office. I start at Melanieâs house tomorrow and I need to talk to my crew first. But you sounded ready to explode.â
âIâm glad I didnât at the gym. Too much. Can you imagine my parentsâ reaction? And at least half a dozen people in that locker room saw us.â
âIt helps sometimes to blow off steam.â
Resting on his elbows, Christian turned his head. âYou donât,â he said.
Emma half smiled. âInside, I do. Iâm a real pressure cooker.â
âYeah, but most of the time you just keep moving like The Little Engine That Could .â
Emma froze. She didnât want to ruin this moment. Yet, as sheâd just been reminded, this wasnât any normal date night for them. The last had been almost a year ago, a few nights before the accident.
âMoving on?â she said.
He shrugged. âThatâs how you come across. While I keep spinning my wheels.â
Emma eased away from the railing. The sun had set and lights were coming on all over the city. In the darkening sky a few stars were popping out and later, perhaps, thereâd be a gorgeous harvest moon. But she felt a faint chill now. She began to retrace their steps back across the bridge to the downtown side.
âI understand why you were angry with Chetâhe and Merry are two of a kind. And Iâm sorry you had to learn that again tonight.â She drew a deep breath. âBut about us, Christian... I donât want to probe the wounds any deeper. I canât.â
âThen what will you do, Emma? Go home and clean the house? You just cleaned it yesterday. And the day before that. Yeah, I notice,â he said, keeping pace beside her. âThe laundryâs always washed and dried and folded even before the hamperâs full. You clean and