an inelegant heap on the floor.
âMy father is already on his way to the hospital. I must join him there.â
This would be the first time since his stroke that his father,the King, pain fully self-conscious of his slurred speech and too proud to allow his people to see he needed the aid of a stick to walk, had left his private suite.
Khalidâs accident had done what he Tariq had failed to do for the past two years. But Tariq was in no mood to appreciate the silver lining in this situation.
âBut Khalidâhe will be all rightâ¦?â
âI will let you know when we have more news.â Tariq scanned her face and was relieved to see a tinge of colour in her cheeks. âI will have someone come and attend to you.â
âI donât need waiting on. Iâve been looking after myself for a long time.â Beatrice was anxious that he did not judge her normal behaviour on the last few minutes.
âAnd now you want my brother to look after you? I can see the attraction of that for a woman who has been forced to live off her own wits.â
The assumption brought a sparkle of annoyance to Beatriceâs green eyes. Knees like jelly, she got to her feet. âI suppose you do know your ideas are straight out of the ark? Maybe there are some women who would sacrifice their independence and freedom for security, but not me. Iâm not looking for any man to take care of me.â Beatrice knew that the only person she could rely on was herself.
He looked startled by her forceful pronouncement. âThen why marry?â
She responded without thinking. âMarriage has never been part of my planâ¦â âPlanâ was actually too definite a term, but Beatrice had never pictured herself meeting anyone she would contemplate spending the rest of her life with. âIâm not into compromise.â And it often seemed to her that that was what marriage was all about.
âThen you met Khalid?â
She flushed self-consciously and silently cursed her runaway tongue. âThen I met Khalid,â she agreed, as her lashes swept down in a concealing curtain.
âI will keep you informed of his condition.â
âYouâre not leaving me here!â she ex claimed. âIâm coming with you.â
He spun back, looking startled by the comment.
âThat is quite in appropriate.â
Beatrice stuck out her chin in response to the frigid dismissal, but her belligerence was superficial. It was just dawning on her that, whether she liked it or not, Tariqâs word was pretty much law around here, and if he chose not to allow her access to Khalid there was not a damn thing she could do about it.
Actually, if Tariq chose to put her on the first plane home there wasnât a damn thing she could do about it!
It was a pity she couldnât use the same excuse for her shameful response to his love making.
Banishing the stream of erotic images that flickered across her mind, she struggled to keep the cool smile in place. âI really donât give a damn for appropriate. Iâm not about to sit here twiddling my thumbs, waiting for you to remember I exist.â
An expression she couldnât quite pin down flickered across his lean features. âI will not forget you exist.â
He didnât tack on unfortunately , but it was clearly what he was thinking. Quite irrationally, Beatrice felt a stab of hurt.
âKhalid is hurt and I want to be there.â She had to be thereâfor Emma. Depending on what she found at the hospital, she would have to make a judgement whether to inform Emma right away or wait until Khalid was better⦠if Khalid got betterâ¦
Beatrice felt panic crowding in on her from all sides, robbing her of the ability to think clearly. Eyes squeezed tightly shut, she fought her way past the knot of dread like a cold stone in her belly.
She sucked in a deep, steadying breath. There was no point assuming the