accepted. Please enter your username and click on the Ruby door.â
Diane called me again from downstairs but I didnât move. I didnât want to log off in case I had to start all over again. Iâd never be able to remember exactly what Iâd said and if I answered the questions differently second time round it would be obvious Iâd made half of it up. In the end I minimized the screen and left the computer running.
âMorning, Polly.â Dad pulled his chair in so I could squeeze past him to sit at the table. âWhat happened to you last night? You were spark out. Where did you go with your mum?â
I shrugged and helped myself to toast. âWe didnât really go anywhere. I had lines to learn so I came straight home.â
âDid you get a good part in the end?â asked Diane. âI know you were a bit worried.â She looked over my head and mouthed something to Dad about the audition being a disaster.
âI wasnât worried!â I snapped, but then I remembered that I was supposed to be smiling my way through the year. âHonestly, I wasnât worried,â I said again, doing my best to calm down. âAnd anyway I had quite a big part in the last show.â
âYes, but I thought this time you wanted the biggest part,â said Dad, but before I could answer, heâd scooped Jake out of his highchair and was galloping around the tiny kitchen pretending to be a horse or something. Jake squealed and squealed and Diane clapped and Dad snorted and neighed and they were so caught up in the game, I managed to slip out with my toast and back upstairs to my room.
The friend2friend home page was still there and all my answers had been saved. I knew I should go to bed and get some sleep, but I was dying to see what would happen next. I entered my username as âMarcia2â and clicked on the Ruby door and as the screen cleared a new message appeared. It said: âWelcome to the Ruby room, where you get to choose your perfect friend. Answer these few simple questions and weâll find you the best best friend ever!â
I couldnât believe it⦠more questions⦠but these ones were easy. I knew exactly what kind of best friend Iâd love to have: someone who wanted to be with me all the time; someone I could share everything with â all my secrets and hopes and dreams; and someone who understood me â no matter what.
I forgot all about how tired I was and how gutted I was about Mum leaving. I described all the exciting things me and my perfect friend would do together; sleepovers and shopping and double dates. Camping and horse riding and West End shows. The list was endless. I was still typing away when Dad called up to say Mum was at the door.
Mum had never been round to Dianeâs â not since Dad had left her to move in here â and for a fraction of a second I wondered if sheâd come round to tell me sheâd changed her mind about going to Spain after all. I bolted out of my room and down the stairs two at a time.
She was standing stiffly on the doorstep looking horribly uncomfortable.
âHello, Polly, love,â she said, her lips so thin theyâd almost disappeared. âBusy practising your lines?â
I nodded, barely able to breathe, waiting for her to say the magic words; just waiting for her to make everything okay again. She took a tissue out of her bag and started to dab at her eyes.
âIâve just popped round to let you know that Iâm actually packing up today. Remember that nice couple Mr. and Mrs. Bay, who came to look round the house a couple of weeks ago? Well, theyâre moving in tomorrow, so I need to be out of the house by six oâclock this evening.â She dabbed at her eyes again and I could see she was trying so hard not to cry in front of Diane. âIâm only going to be over at number 20. Tracy says I can stay there for a couple of nights, but