next minute youâre oh but I still feel sorry for them . Then youâre defending a guy who refers to Indigenous Australians as Abos and in quote marks . Terrence may be a smug idiot, but at least he knows it and owns it.â
Iâm slightly annoyed now. âLook, can we not do the personality analysis thing?â
She raises her eyebrows at me but doesnât respond.
I take it as a cue to change the subject. âSo how about we do the vox pop in the Village? Thatâs the main hub.â
âFine, fine. So what day are you free to meet?â
âHow about Sunday morning?â
âYeah, I can do that.â
âDo you know the area well? Youâre new here, arenât you? Youâve moved here from Auburn, right?â
âYep.â I pick up a hint of defiance in her tone. Itâs as though sheâs challenging me to say something. âBeen there before? Or are you a strictly North Shore kind of guy?â
âIâve been to Parramatta.â
âYou brave boy, you. Did you wear a bulletproof vest?â
I canât help but laugh. âYou know, you have a deceptively laidback vibe about you until you open your mouth.â
âSo Iâm completely out of line in making that assumption?â
âTotally,â I lie.
God help me if she knows what my parents and their mates say about south Western Sydney. Ethnic ghettos. No-go lands. People stick to their own kind.
The bell rings.
âSo vox pop the public on Aussie culture.â She rolls her eyes. âMorello, with his sense of humour, paired us together because we clearly have so much in common.â
âClearly,â I say, grinning.
The beginnings of a smile stir on the edges of her mouth as she busies herself with her bag.
We are worlds apart in every sense and I want to know everything there is to know about her.
So that smile she gives me? Itâs a first step â in my mind anyway.
*
On Saturday we say goodbye to Dad. He makes me promise to look after the family, and then Joe ushers him away, reassuring us heâs in good hands. I feel queasy just thinking about him in war zones. It sounded exciting at first. Now it seems like a stupid thing for him to have agreed to do.
Seeing my mum cry is tough. Sheâs a strong woman and it takes a lot for her to break. I give her a big bear hug. Sheâs short and plump and her head comes to my chest. She looks up at me, wiping the tears from her eyes.
âWhen did you get so tall?â she says sentimentally, taking a step back and blowing her nose.
Nathan is taking it all in his stride. âWhy are you sad, Mum?â he asks.
âBecause Iâll miss your dad.â
Nathan proceeds to recite statistics on road accidents in Australia, and how we should be more worried about people falling off ladders and dying than being killed in a terrorist act.
âHmm,â is Mumâs simple response.
Nathan is not satisfied heâs convinced her. âMum, we have a bigger chance of dying in an accident on our way home than Dad has of being shot in Iraq,â he says matter-of-factly. âBe more worried about us getting in our car now than Dad going to Baghdad.â
âOh, Nathan,â Mum says and blows her nose.
I spend Saturday night at Terrenceâs place. Fred is there too. We interrupt a game of COD to surf the net to trace Dadâs route and find out as much as we can about Iraq and Indonesia.
âItâs bloody information overload,â Terrence mutters.
âYour dad could get killed, you know,â Fred says.
âGee, thanks man. Thatâs just what I needed to hear. Although, Nathan would challenge you on that.â
Fred pulls a face. âYeah, sorry. Just telling it as I see it.â
âDonât worry. Iâm stressed. Happy? This wonât be MasterChef . Undercook a roast and youâre kicked out. The programâs going to try to get the
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