crush on whom; who was so afraid of Henry sheâd turn around and retreat if she saw him coming toward her in the hallway.
On their way home from these outings, Henry would invariably say something like, âNow, wasnât that better than McDonaldâs? One-of-a-kind places have much more character.â
And even if Fanny had had the most wonderful time, she would only go so far as to say something like, âIt was fun,â because in her mind the issue wasnât the merits of McDonaldâs, but the power of Henryâs will.
However, one Sunday last spring, on the road, driving home from a weekend of shopping and museum-going in Chicago, there had been nothing like the Union Terrace, no homey taverns to be found.
âIâm so hungry,â Fanny had said repeatedly. Eyeing a sign for a Burger King, she asked to stop. âPlease,â she said. âBurger King is my favorite.â
âIâll ï¬nd someplace better,â said Henry. âYou know I wonât eat at a place like that. Awful,â he said, shaking his head. âWorse than awful. Iâd rather eatââ
ââwind sauce and air pudding,â Fanny cut in. âI know, I know.â She rolled her eyes. âDumb. Not funny,â she whispered.
They passed the Burger King. And a McDonaldâs and a Wendyâs and eventually another Burger King. Fanny watched each one whiz by, just a blur through the car window that passed out of sight completely in a matter of seconds.
Fanny was becoming more and more irritable. Her stomach growled and her head ached. Incessantly, she rolled the car window up and down, up and down, hoping that it would annoy Henry.
Miles and miles of attempting to annoy Henry.
Henry tried in his own way, taking a couple of exits that seemed promising. He found a diner that looked perfect from a distance, only to discover that it was closed on Sundays.
âOh, well,â said Henry, âweâre not far from Madison now. We can just eat at home. Iâll make something special.â
âIâd rather eat wind sauce and air pudding,â said Fanny, staring at the back of her fatherâs head with narrow, narrow eyes.
Ellen, who had been napping most of the way, raised her head and muttered in a groggy voice, âSometimes you two are so alike itâs frightening.â Then she settled down again, slumped against the locked door. She hadnât even bothered to open her eyes.
Fanny could call to mind that day as if it had been yesterday. And obviously Henry remembered it, too. âI remember more than you think.â Perhaps he could even recollect Stupid Hunts and Marie, and maybe sheâd ask him about them sometime. After all, he had mentioned milk with a red licorice straw. Fannyalways assumed that her father had difï¬culty drawing back memories of her childhood, as if they were hidden in deep, murky water and required something beyond ordinary human abilities to bring them to the surface.
Henry laughed again, and everything about him that could be imposing fell away. âCatherine Deneuve,â he chuckled.
Watching him, Fanny wished that there was some way to slip into his skin for even a brief amount of time. Just long enough to glimpse her mother and herself from his point of view.
âFinished,â said Henry, pushing his plate aside.
âWe have birthday cake,â Fanny said, almost as a question, glancing at her mother.
Ellen nodded. âIâll put coffee on.â
âMom and I already ate some,â Fanny explained to Henry. âBut it still looks nice.â
âSounds great to me,â said Henry. âWe need a ï¬re,â he added, rising from the table. âLetâs eat in the living room.â
âIâll be in charge of the cake,â Fanny told them.
Dinner followed Henry out of the kitchen.
After preparing the coffeemaker, Ellen joined Fanny by the counter. Fanny was