was going to say, the words were out. âIâd like to help.â
Her soft mouth formed a crooked smile. âNow, why doesnât that surprise me?â
Derision masked a lot of hurt, he knew. He warmed to the idea. âI could give you a job helping here at the church.â
She stared at him, a little stunned, then gave a burst of surprised laughter. âMe, in a church? Now, wouldnât that set the good people on their ears.â
âYouâre a good person, Cyn.â
âYou donât even know me.â
âIâm a good judge of character.â
As if he were simple, she said succinctly, âI was a hooker.â
âYou did what you had to doâyou said so yourself.â Bruce leaned forward in his chair. âBut no one knows what you did before coming here. No one has to know. Your business is your own.â
âRight.â She drowned her pancakes in syrup.
âReverend Thorne would disagree with you.â
Bruce could feel himself tightening, but he kept his tone calm. âWho?â
âReverend Thorne, this creepy, cleric guy I was taken to see, sort of like intervention.â
âWhen was this?â
âLong time ago, when I was a kid. You donât think Iâd have gone on my own, do you?â She snorted over the absurdity of that. âHe said I look like a whore. Always have and always would. Something about my harlotâs soul manifesting itself in my appearance.â
Bruce wasnât a violent man under normal circumstances, but this wasnât normal. If the reverend were here right now, Bruce would have happily beat him to a pulp.
How dare a man, especially a man pretending to do Godâs work, tell her such a cruel thing? How dare he emotionally abuse a young girl?
Bruceâs hands curled into fists, but there was no anger in his voice when he spoke. âThorne sounds like an idiot.â
âYeah, I know. Stupid and mean. Iâm not really sure what faith he was supposed to be, but he and Palmer got along great.â
âPalmer?â
Her lip curled. âPalmer Oaks. The guy my mother shacked with. Talk about colorful characters. Those twoâd take the cake.â
Emotion tightened his throat, and Bruce reached across the table to take her hand. âI havenât known you long, but I already know without a single doubt that youâre a very intelligent young lady.â
âDamn rightâand thanks for noticing.â
She was in a talkative mood this morning. Bruce hoped that meant she was beginning to feel at ease with him. âModest, too.â
That had her laughing. âModest, smart, and strong. I donât need any handouts. I can make it on my own. Thatâs the whole point.â
âI understand that, and I commend you.â It was a typical response to proffered help, one heâd expected, especially from Cyn. âBut that wasnât what I meant.â
âNo?â
He hesitated, weighing his words. âAs I said, youâre smart. You have to know that Thorne and Palmer were sick men. Theyâre not the norm. The world is filled with good people.â
As if placating him, she said, âLike you?â
âAnd you.â He laced his fingers with hers. Heâd often made a point of offering physical contact, hand-holding, shoulder-rubbing, to help give comfort to the distraught.
With Cyn, his motives were murky at best. He had a feeling that the physical contact was more for his benefit than for hers.
âYouâre smart enough to know that the biggest step toward changing your life is talking to someone. Sharing the things that hurt you, that helped mold you. In order to move forward, you need to let the past go, and the best way to do that is to purge yourself of the memories.â
âRight.â Her expression soured into cynicism.
âYou wanna hear all the gruesome details, is that it?â
Want to hear them? No. But he