Free Mastering the Mistress by Evangeline Anderson

this?” He nodded down to where his erect shaft was nearly touching her wet, open pussy. “You want to see what it feels like to be filled? Just once?”
    Shouldn’t do this, shouted the voice of reason in his head. You might accidentally bond to her and you don’t even fucking know her! Stop thinking with your shaft, Solar!
    But somehow he couldn’t step away. Especially when she nodded her head.
    “I do,” she whispered. “I…I know it’s wrong…wrong to want it, wrong to want to let a male in…inside my body. But I can’t seem to help it.”
    Solar couldn’t help it either. He wanted the girl on the table with her tousled golden-red hair and her wide, innocent blue eyes. Wanted her badly. I’ll just slide my shaft in her once to the hilt, he promised himself. Just once and I won’t leave my seed in her. I want to feel her sweet wet warmth wrapped around me before I leave her. A single stroke won’t matter.
    “All right, sweetheart,” he murmured, placing one hand on her inner thigh. “I’ll fill you…just once. And then I have to go.”
    * * *
    Kaylee bit her lip. Oh Goddess, was this actually happening? Was she actually asking a male to penetrate and fill her? What would the other mistresses of Yonnie Six think if they saw her? What would the Ruling Body do if they found out? There was no greater shame or taboo on the female dominated planet than to allow a male to penetrate you. It was simply unheard of. Yet some secret part of her which had been asleep almost her entire life had somehow been awakened and that part longed to feel him in her, even if it was only once.
    No one has to know, she told herself. And he said he would only do it once. That’s not so bad—there’s really nothing to tell. It’s not a big deal, really.
    Except it felt like a big deal—a very big deal—when he stepped up between her legs and rubbed the broad, plum-shaped head of his shaft against her slippery inner folds.
    Kaylee moaned at the tingling pleasure of his thick shaft sliding against her tender clit.
    He raised an eyebrow at her.
    “Feels good?”
    “More than good,” she assured. “But, please…Solar…I want…I need…”
    “I know what you need and you’ll get it,” he growled softly. “Don’t worry, sweetheart. Just open yourself and let me in.”
    There was nothing Kaylee wanted to do more. With a low moan, she laid back against the padded leather table and let her thighs drift wider apart. Take me, the gesture said and clearly that was exactly what the huge Havoc intended to do. With a low growl of approval, he slid the head of his shaft down until it was lodged just at her entrance.
    “Going to take this slowly, sweetheart,” he murmured, pressing gently against her. “I licked you enough to open you without pain but you’re still fucking tight.”
    “You don’t have to be so careful—I’m not a virgin,” Kaylee protested. “I’ve had a shaft inside me before. Well, an artificial one anyway.”
    “You mean a self-pleasuring device?” he asked. She nodded and he asked, “How big?”
    “About like this.” Kaylee held up two fingers together and he snorted in amusement.
    “Right. That’s like being fucked with a feather. I’m a bit larger than that,” he said dryly.
    “I’m not afraid, though,” Kaylee insisted. “Earlier you said you wanted to…to punish me. Well go ahead, I can take it.”
    She didn’t know why she was goading him this way—he had her spread open and helpless on her back. She shouldn’t be antagonizing him. But there was part of her that wanted to really feel this. If it was the one and only time she would be penetrated by a male, she wanted it to mark her. No, she wanted Solar to mark her. There was something about him—a strength mixed with tenderness—that called to her. It was the reason she had told him what she wanted, the reason she was lying here now, asking him to take her instead of trying to run away.
    I don’t want to forget him, she