her.
âA present? You bought me a present?â He had not done that for a long time, not since they were in Spain. Oh, he had given her money when she went to England, with strict orders to spend it on herself. But it was the little, often absurd presents that she had always valued most. âWhere is it?â
âIn my pocket,â he said. But he clasped a hand over the pocket as her hand went toward it. âWhat do I get first?â
She knelt on the sofa beside him and wrapped her arms about his neck. âWhat do you want?â she asked, and kissed him lightly on both cheeks.
âThe lips,â he said. âNothing less than the lips.â
âOh,â she said, âit must be a very valuable present, then. All right, the lips it is.â
They were both chuckling after she had finished kissing him lingeringly.
âMaybe we should forget the present,â he said.
âNot a chance!â She reached into his pocket. Her fingers closed around a package wrapped in soft paper that rustled.
âPerhaps you will not like it,â he said, sitting quite still.
âI will,â she said, drawing it out. âI donât care what it is. What is it?â
He laughed. âOpen it and see, lass,â he said.
It was a pair of earbobs, tiny, delicately made, each set with an emerald.
âTo wear with your new evening gown,â he said. âThe one you wore last night.â
âOh, Charlie,â she said, âthey are lovely. And must have cost you the earth. You shouldnât have. You donât need to buy me expensive gifts.â
âYes, I do,â he said. âOh, yes I do, sweetheart. And they were the very smallest jewels in the shop.â
They both laughed as she wrapped her arms about his neck again. âThank you,â she said. âBut I donât have a present for you.â
âYes, you do,â he said, closing his arms about her. âYou are a whole treasure, remember? My treasure.â
She rested her cheek against the bald top of his head as he hugged her. Then she sat back on her heels and looked at him, the earbobs in her hand.
âTears?â he said softly, reaching out and wiping away one tear from her cheek with his thumb. âWhat is it, sweetheart?â
She shook her head. âNothing,â she said. âOh, Charlie, nothing. And everything.â The muscles of her face worked against her will, and more tears followed the first as his arms came firmly about her. She slid her legs from under her and hid her face against his shoulder.
âWhat is it, sweetheart?â He was kissing the side of her face.
âEverything is changing,â she said when she could. âIt is all different this time. Iâm frightened, Charlie. Time is running out for us, isnât it?â
He forced her chin up and dried her eyes with a large handkerchief. âNothing has changed,â he said firmly. âWe are still here together, lass, and we still love each other. And it is unlike you to talk this way. You never did before. I have always come back to you, havenât I?â
âYes,â she whispered.
âWell, then,â he said. âIâll come back this time too. And this will be the last time. I promise. Weâll go back to England and buy that cottage at last, and you shall have your own garden and dogs and cats and chickens and anything else you like. Weâll be there by this time next year.â
âI donât care about the dogs and the cats,â she said, âor about the cottage or the garden. I only want you, Charlie. Tell me you will be there. Promise me you will. I canât live without you. I wouldnât want to live without you.â
âSweetheart!â His voice held surprise as he caught her to him again. âSweetheart, what has brought on this mood? It is most unlike you. Have I been neglecting you? Is that it? I have been, havenât I?
Antony Beevor, Artemis Cooper