itâs not quite that easy. Annâs not back from holidays, Kate reckons sheâs going on exeat, and Sarah says sheâs got Osgood-Schlatterâs. I said, âWell youâve got to have a note from Matron,â and Sarah went off at me, saying, âYouâre not a teacher.â OK, I know that, but if the teacher wonât act like a teacher, what are you supposed to do?
Weâre going to get thrashed anyway, I know that, but itâd help if people made a bit of an effort.
Thereâs so much happening already. Weâve got another debate in a couple of weeks, thereâs a huge History assignment on the Crusades that weâre getting tomorrow, and thereâre auditions for the School Play soon, tooâI wouldnât mind having a go at that.
Meanwhile Marina sits there like an island, while we storm around her. I wonder how much of all these details she takes in? She probably sees more than we think. She writes in her Journal quite a lot, probably about us. God knows what she thinks of us. Itâs a madhouse tonight.
M AY 26
This Crusades assignment is enormous. I donât see how weâre going to get it done. Title page, three maps, time line, half a dozen essays, three biographies, illustrations, bibliography, index. Mr Journal, I donât like your chances this term.
Went and had a good talk to Skye Wills tonight. We hardly ever seem to penetrate the holy land of the Year 11 cubicles, but sometimes Iâd rather talk to them than the Year 9âs. Skye especially. She said they went to Spectacle Beach for most of the holidays and half the school was there. Thatâs what I hate about this place. Unless you dress a certain way and talk a certain way and go to certain places for the holidays youâre out of it. Skye said she saw the Firsts on TVâthey came third in the Nationals. I was annoyed with myself for forgetting to watch, but TV doesnât play much part in my life, so I never think to look at the programme guide.
Skye knows the Fallon-Whites so we had a good goss about them. She really likes them. I can relate to that. She said Mrs Fallon-White had cancer years ago, but she came through it, but thatâs why they didnât have any more childrenâshe couldnât. I was shockedâPeter never told me that.
Nothing else is very interesting. Cathyâs got a man, a guy called Guy. Marinaâs birthday is soon, according to Miss Curzon, so weâre going to get presents for her and give her an extra good day. She seems OK after the holidaysâI donât know where she went. I wonder how different this dorm would have been without her in it. Honestly, when she was coming here, I didnât know what we were getting. I remembered the court case from the papersâit wasnât that long agoâbut you never think people will step out of the news into your own life. I thought sheâd be, I donât know, more psycho, screaming and having nightmares and chucking fits. Sheâs the opposite of that though. She goes on with her life in quite an organised way nowâshe gets herself ready in the mornings and is on time for everything. But she doesnât look at usâshe looks at what sheâs doing, or into the distance, thinking her own thoughts. You try to say hello but she wonât meet your eye. Iâm beginning to think sheâs very strong actually, even if she is frustrating to deal with. Sheâs stronger than me in some ways. I gave up, she hasnât.
Cathy reckons sheâs going to invite her home for mid-term. Good on herâI hope she does. Cathyâs familyâs really niceâthey took me out for lunch one day last year.
Well, thereâs not much to do. I canât start the Crusades assignment till I can get to the library for some books. I could do the Title Page I suppose. Mr Ross is on dutyâI might ask him for some paper. Hope we get a good supper
Xara X. Piper;Xanakas Vaughn