came back, he sat on the edge of the bed and offered her a glass of icy cold water. âYou know youâre too good for me, right?â His expression was surprisingly serious.
Still, he had to be joking. Tongue in cheek, she said, âTotally.â Pushing herself up to a sitting position, she felt the pleasant ache of muscles, inside and out, that hadnât been used for a long time. Muscles that had never been so thoroughly exercised. She took the glass and had a long, refreshing swallow of water.
âOkay then.â He still looked serious. âJust as long as you realize Iâm not exactly perfect.â
He was probably thinking about how his two crappy families and his undercover work didnât give him much of a foundation for knowing how to build a relationship. A family. She put the glass on the bedside table and captured his hand. âNo oneâs perfect.â
âYou have high standards.â
âAnd youâll measure up. We need to keep talking, keep trying. Be honest with each other.â
He freed his hand and reached for the glass. âWant to think about dinner?â
âI thought we could go to the Wild Rose.â
âTomorrow.â
Her brows rose. On the job, he outranked her. If he thought he could boss her around in their personal lives, he had a lesson to learn.
âI brought Thai food,â he said.
âThe cooler bag,â she remembered.
âYou said you like Thai and canât get it here.â
Okay, not bossy. Considerate. âI love Thai. Jamal, thatâs so sweet of you.â
He winced, which made her chuckle.
Chapter 7
Half an hour later, after Jamal and Karen had shared a shower and a steamy quickie, he sat at her kitchen table. He could get used to this: having great sex; spending time with a beautiful, strong woman; contemplating a future heâd never before imagined. Didnât hurt, either, that the kitchen smelled of spicy Thai food.
Theyâd heated the tom kha gai soup and spooned it into two large bowls. The rest of the foodâchicken with red curry and bamboo shoots, ginger beef with onions and mushrooms, pad Thai, and a big container of jasmine riceâsat on the counter waiting to be nuked.
Karen, again clad in that sexy green sundress, leaned into the fridge. âBeer?â
âNo, thanks. Iâm good with water.â
âSeriously?â She poured a bottle of Caribou Crossing Pale Ale into a glass for herself and came to sit across from him. âBeerâs perfect with Thai food.â
âYou think? I like water.â He swallowed, imagining the taste of beer, the way heâd done millions of times in two years of sobriety. Hurriedly, he spooned up some soup. The flavors of chicken, coconut milk, mushrooms, lemongrass, and spices mingled on his tongue.
This was going to get tough, finding reasons to avoid drinking. He couldnât do the empty-the-bottle thing in Karenâs kitchen, like he did in the bar after shooting hoops. On the job, he sometimes used that trick, but had other pretenses as well, depending on the circumstances. He might say he was into drugs, and booze was too lightweight. Or heâd pretend to be âaboveâ the pitiful people who needed drugs and booze.
âIâm not much for drinking these days,â he said. âLike I said before, when you work undercover, it can get to be a bad habit. Besides, the last couple times I had a drink, it didnât agree with me.â Back in the bedroom, sheâd told him they had to be honest, and every word heâd spoken was true.
âHmm. Maybe youâve developed an allergy. You should see a doctor.â She lifted her glass. âNot that Iâm a big drinker, but itâs nice to have a beer or a glass of wine when you feel like it.â
âYeah.â She could say that again. Maybe itâd be okay nowânow that he wasnât doing undercover work, now that heâd
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