gotten his life under controlâto have the occasional beer.
His fingers itched to reach across the table and curl around that sweating glass of golden brew. Under control? Hah! He was an addict. That meant no more drinking. Ever. He wouldnât give in to weakness, wouldnât fuck up again.
Karen was way too good for him. She thought he was a better man than he was, and damn it, he was going to be that man. No need to tell her about the loser he used to be. This was a fresh start.
She raised another spoonful of soup to her lips. âMmm. Delicious. Thank you so much.â
âPerks of the big city.â
A nod, then she leveled him with a steady gaze from those tawny eyes. âWeâve got a long-distance problem in this relationship. If we got serious . . .â
âCommuting between Vancouver and Caribou Crossing would get old pretty quick,â he agreed.
âYou really plan to give up undercover work?â
âI do.â A pang of loss, of regret made him pause and reflect. But he knew the decision was right. âOn this last assignment, I was thinking there are things Iâd rather be doing.â
Her lips curved. âBasketball hoop?â
He nodded. âEating Thai food with you.â A grin snuck up on him. âOr doing what we were doing before this.â
âMaking love with me was more fun than stalking drug gangs? Gosh, Iâm flattered.â
They both chuckled.
Karen cleared the empty soup bowls and put the rest of the food in the microwave. Turning to face him, leaning back against the counter, she asked, âDâyou hate small towns? All the country stuff?â
Heâd put some thought into that, knowing how fond she was of this place. âDonât have enough experience to say for sure. But you know that if we got together, we probably couldnât both work in the Caribou Crossing detachment. Itâd be different if it was bigger, butââ
âI know. If you took Millerâs place, youâd be my boss. A member canât date her supervisor.â
âOr even work the same shift as someone sheâs dating. With only a handful of members here, itâd make for a logistical nightmare.â
âWilliams Lake is a bigger detachment.â Again with that steady gaze. âThe staff sergeant there is retiring in a couple of months.â
âHuh. Itâs an hour and a half drive. Nice scenery along the way, but itâs a long commute,â he mused.
âThere are nice places to live between here and Williams Lake. If we wanted to split the difference.â She gave a soft laugh. âAnd weâre getting way ahead of ourselves.â
Funny how it didnât scare him. At least not much. âWell, this weekend weâre both here. How about you show me Caribou Crossing, Karen?â
A grin flickered. âSell you on it, you mean?â
âHadnât thought of it that way, but . . .â
She flicked her head. That multicolored dark brown hair slipped and slid over her bare shoulders, making him want to plunge his fingers through it and caress the skin below. Then her chin went up and her eyes sparkled. âIâll accept that challenge, Sergeant Estevez. I bet I can make you love Caribou Crossing.â
Right then, looking at tall, toned, curvy Karen in that little green dress, Jamal figured she could make him love pretty much anything. Including her.
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