daughter, why?â
Billy turned and glanced down the arcade to the Beach Hut, a small shop filled with swimwear, beach accessories, sunglasses, hats and sandals, run by Bonnie. He lowered his voice. âTrouble brewing, I predict. Iâve seen it too often . . . I know the symptoms. I went through it a bit myself,â he said. âSheâs not there a lot of the time, sometimes a pal turns up and opens the shop for her, but Iâve seen her at the Big Pub more than a little merry.â
âPaula doesnât mind you hanging out at the pub?â
âI shut shop at four if thereâs no one coming in. Pick up my winnings from the TAB, have a few ales and head home in time to walk the dog on the beach with Hope. I donât wipe myself out. Iâve seen young Erica come looking for her mother after school. Itâs not the drinking, itâs the kid Bonnieâs hanging out with.â
âKid?â
âYoung lover boy, early twenties. Nothing wrong with that,â Billy was quick to add, âbut the guy is a loser. A junkie. And have you noticed how Bonnie has changed?â
âCanât say I have. Never seen her at school meetings and I donât spend time in this arcade like you do. Anyway, itâs her business.â
âSure, sure it is. But if my daughter was hanging out at her place Iâd be worried. No one at home, mother and boyfriend on dope and whatever else. Bonnie canât handle it. She came up here from Melbourne a few months after me, a straight up and down smart suburban divorcee. Gets bored, buys a business and being lonely sheâs a target for the likes of lover boy.â
âUmm. So how has she changed? You notice these female things.â Kimberley studied Billy, his rough good looks, heavy shoulders, a nice smile. Never pick him as a hairdresser in a million years. Men liked him too. He had as many male clients as women. Billy was blokey without being butch. Loved the horses, beer and fishing. Idolised his daughter, Hope. He was the sort of man women loved to gossip with and quietly share their feelings. He was known to his men clients as âThe Bearâ, and they found him a sensitive and comforting ear to bend about their problems. They respected the fact that heâd changed his way of life and was open enough to embrace an old culture that helped him in the present. Wasnât their thing, but if it worked for him, fine.
Kimberley wondered how much Billy really knew about Bonnie and her little shop down the arcade. She felt slightly guilty she didnât know the mothers of Mattyâs friends very well.
âBonnie talks to me,â Billy continued. âShe confides a bit. But just look at the way she dresses now. She was always very smart casual, then casual gave way to hippy and then sloppy. The blonde bob has been let go. Now itâs mad curls, she covers the grey with henna . . . the natural look, she calls it. Looks like sheâs wearing a bloody birdâs nest. Sheâs trying to be one of the young guns.â
âThatâs a hairdresser talking. But thanks for the tip, Iâll check it out if thereâs a sleepover at Ericaâs planned.â
Their coffees arrived and Billy took a sip before asking, âAnd what news of your old man?â
Kimberley paused as she thought about Ashok. âProbably still has dreadlocks, wearing sandals and a dhoti and omming in some Indian ashram.â
âIs he into dope and stuff?â
Kimberley looked at Billyâs earnest face. He could ask those sorts of personal questions without offending.
âNah, smoked joints when we first got together. He always seemed spaced out but heâs just one of those quiet, vague kinda guys. That was when he was called Colin, before becoming a Buddhist.â
âDoesnât he get in touch with Matty? Teenage girls need their dads.â
âHell, Billy, donât make me feel bad.