my family together, at any cost possible.
âLook, this is what I propose. Iâma need a little dick every now and then, so when I call, be ready.â He grabbed my dick through my pants. âYou know I used to love riding this donkey dick of yours.â He started walking away but suddenly turned back around. âOh, and just in case you think about fucking me over, I took the liberty of finding out the schools that Ashley, Alex, and little Diana attend. I can have their asses scooped up and thrown in the back of a truck at the drop of a dime. Then I would disappear, and you would never see me or them again. Think about it, my love, and I will see you soon.â Then he made his exit in the same fashion as he came in.
I just stood there in the middle of my office absorbing all that heâd said. I was flabbergasted and short on words.
Even angry, I was still turned on by the thought of the heated sex sessions we had over ten years ago; waking up to him tossing my salad, to sex on his table, and then the shower sex that changed showers for me for the rest of my life. It sent me over, standing right there in my office.
âWas this muthafucka serious?â I pondered to myself as I made my way back toward my desk.
My secretary came in a couple of minutes later. âIs everything okay, Mr. Black?â she said, a concerned look on her face.
âYeah, Iâm okay, Renee.â I sighed. I truly wasnât. I wasnât being the man I was supposed to be by letting this mofo run me like this. This is getting old, fast. When am I going to stand up to my lies and put this situation in check? Or am I just fooling myself into thinking James would give up this charade that easy?
âYou donât look too good. You want me to get you something?â
Renee was so nurturing, there were times I would forget she was my secretary.
âYeah, that would be great,â I said as I went in one of the desk drawers and pulled out a personal-size mirror. I was a little flushed in the face, but that would go away in a couple of minutes.
Renee quickly exited and returned with a hot tea that she said calmed you down after you drank it. I wasnât the home-remedy type of guy, but to my surprise, twenty minutes after I drank the tea, I began to feel at ease.
âMr. B ,â she said, standing with her hands on her hips, âyou need to fuck somebody up? âCause I got four brothers that donât mind breaking their foot off in a niggaâs ass.â
I was a little shocked. At work, she was always professional. Iâd never seen her like this.
I contemplated it a little but let it pass. I knew I could handle this alone. âNo, thanks, Renee. It was just an old friend that was heated about something I couldnât help him with.â
âOh, okay. âCause you fam, and I would do anything for you.â
I stayed in my office a little later than usual trying to figure a way out of the mess I was in. Coming up with no immediate solution, I left my office and headed to the local corner store to get me some liquor. I needed to inebriate myself to deal with this situation.
Chapter 14
James
Down on the Farm
November 2 nd , 2018, 10:35 P.M .
I left Shawnâs job amazed at my cunning and conniving ways. I was confident that I had him shook again. What most people donât know is that gay men have the best of both worlds. They can be sharp as a woman, and at the flip of a switch, subtle as a man.
I was now headed out to Upper Marlboro, Maryland to surprise an old friend, who I know wasnât expecting me.
As I drove down the long, winding roads that seemed to lead to nowhere, I wondered how my old boss was doing. I wasnât concerned with his health or some shit like that. I was just wondering if his ass was still being dicked down by men and coming home to his wife, like he was with me.
A sucker for scenery, I was enjoying my ride down the country roads. With the act