typically female consideration was a relief after her bout of sensual demands. âYour white suit will do just fine. After all, itâll be a civil ceremony at the justice of the peace. And weâll want to keep the frills to a minimum.â
The second he said it, he saw a small light go out in her eyes and belatedly realized that sheâd wanted to make the occasion special. He had a sudden pang in his chest that he didnât understand, an ache that was unfamiliar but that he knew was centered around Dana and her happiness. He cupped her face with one hand, letting his thumb smooth over her temple. Now that heâd gotten used to touching her, he couldnât seem to stop. Her skin was so incredibly soft. âIâm sorry, sweetheart. Here I am, bulldozing right over you with no consideration for your wishes.â
She shrugged, staring at his silk tie. âIt was your idea, after all. You should certainly do things however you like.â
He frowned. âThereâs no need for you to play the martyr.â
âI wasnât!â
He shushed her by placing his thumb over her lips, which were even softer than her skin, prompting him to continue touching. She froze, her eyes huge. âWhat Iâd like,â he murmured, âis to make you happy. If you really want to wear a new dressââ
When she shook her head, he reluctantly removed his thumb so she could speak. âNo, the suit will do. Youâre right.â
He hesitated, not wanting her to look so fatally resigned. But he knew that the less fanfare the betterâfor his reputation and his peace of mind. He already felt far too involved. To make it up to her, he would buy her flowers, traditional white rosebuds to go with the suit. And another emerald for her wedding band. Knowing Dana, she wouldnât be expecting a ring; she wouldnât be expecting anything at all. He didnât want their bargain to be one-sided. He wanted to pamper her and he wanted to see her smile.
But he also wanted to protect himself, because he had a feeling heâd miscalculated his reaction to Dana Dillinger. Sheâd changed things around so that now it was a marriage of her convenience. Her sexual convenience. And now that sheâd insisted on getting down and dirty with him, he felt thrown off balance in a way heâd never experienced before.
He wanted her. And that had never been part of the plan.
CHAPTER FIVE
âH I , SWEETHEART. â
Dana caught her breath as R.J. gently touched her cheek, drawing her attention. Sheâd been so preoccupied and nervous over the coming ceremony that she hadnât heard him enter. And this new habit of his of using endearments continually caught her off guard. She wondered if sheâd ever get used to it.
His smile was teasing, as if he knew she was nervous and found it endearing. âThis is for you.â
Dana stared down at the large, square white box R.J. handed to her. Sheâd been surprised by the appearance of the judgeâs chambers moments before when she and her good friend Hope Logan had arrived. The large room had been fancied up with white satin ribbon and a white runner. And there were flowers everywhere, flanking a small altar, situated on either side of the door, in a row of pots bordering the floor and in every corner. The air smelled sweet with the combined scents of orange blossom, roses, carnations and orchids.
She wasnât sure what sheâd expected, but it hadnât been wedding decorations, not when the wedding wasnât real, not when there was no love involved.Hope, one of her closest friends and the only witness Dana had invited to the wedding, had known for some time how Dana felt about R.J. Trusting her friend completely, Dana had confided R.J.âs motive for the wedding, and had been grateful that Hope hadnât tried to dissuade her from going through with it.
When theyâd discovered the decorated chambers, Hope
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