having to do with her husband, a Spider-Man costume, Silly String, and Velcro sheets.
I walked faster.
Outside, the mall was starting to buzz. It was packed with moms, squealing kids, harassed-looking singles clutching shopping bags, and a grim flying squadron of gray-haired mall walkers in heather gray sweats. Some had canes. I had to hug the wall to avoid a rumbling wagon trail of mothers with strollers, and then a flock of businesswomen with scarves and briefcases.
Men, apparently, no longer malled. Or at least, not alone. Every one that I saw had a female solidly by his side, like a human shield.
The coffee shop was busy, but efficient, and I walked away with mocha gold. As I sipped I window-shopped, and I was admiring a dress that was very, very meâand very, very not my budgetâwhen I caught sight of someone in the mirror-reflection of the glass, watching.
I turned and looked. LVPD Detective Armando Rodriguez smiled slightly, leaned against a convenient neon-wrapped pillar, and sipped on his own cup. Smaller than mine. Probably black coffee. He looked like an uncomplicated sort of man, in terms of his caffeine tastes.
I walked right up to him with fast, impatient clicks of my heels.
âLook,â I said, âI thought we were sort of done.â
âDid you?â
âYou need to leave me alone.â
âDo I?â He sipped coffee, watching me. Big eyes with warm flecks of wood brown in an iris nearly as dark as his pupil. He was wearing a jacket, and I wondered if heâd worn the gun insideâa pretty big risk, these daysâor had stashed it in his van. Not that I thought heâd particularly need it. Even his casual moves seemed graceful and martial artsâprecise. Heâd probably have me on the ground and handcuffed inside of five seconds, if he were given the least excuse. In the harsher light of the mall, he had rough skin and a pockmarked face. Not a pretty man, but an intense one. Those eyes didnât blink.
âIf you keep following me, Iâm going to have to call the cops,â I said, and was instantly sorry I had when he smiled.
âYes, do that. All I have to do is flash my badge and ask for professional courtesy. Or I might possibly show them the surveillance photos, and request their assistance. Iâm sure theyâd be happy to help me out in questioning a suspect.â He shrugged slightly, never taking his eyes off me. âIâm a good cop. Nobodyâs going to believe Iâve driven all the way here to stalk you. And a word of advice: I donât think a drowning person really ought to be flailing around in the water. Could draw some sharks.â
I didnât say anything for a few seconds too long. A runaway five-year-old darted between the two of us, brushing my legs; I took a step back as the mom charged after and veered around us, yelling out the kidâs name. Both Rodriguez and I watched as she caught up to the escapee and marched him back toward the Food Court, where evidently a firing squad of fast food awaited.
Rodriguez said, still looking away from mother and child, âQuinn was my partner. He was my responsibility. Do you understand?â
I didnât like what I was understanding.
âIâm not going, sweetheart. Mira, you and I are going to get very, very friendly until you tell me what I want to know.â He finally turned his gaze back on me. Dead-eyed and intense.
âDonât you have a job? Family? Someplace to be?â I was used to handling difficult situations, difficult people, but he kept throwing me off my stride. âCome on, this is ridiculous. You canât justââ
âQuinn had a wife,â he cut in. Those eyes were glittering now. âNice woman. You know what itâs like, living with that kind of uncertainty? Knowing heâs probably dead, but you just canât move on because you canât really know? You canât sell the house, you