and Eliza was whining about how she didnât want to drive a whole two hours just to turn around and drive back again.
âI stay alone all the time,â I added, knowing that four hours would be just what I needed.
âMom, weâll be fine. Youâve left me alone before. And besides,â Eliza added. âWeâre not alone. We have each other.â
Inside, my heart was pounding with the anticipation that Eliza would be able to convince her mom to go without us, even though I knew we had completely different reasons. And even though I knew I wasnât being fair by keeping mine a secret.
âWell, okay,â Aunt Louisa gave in.
I swear, if there was an orchestra playing somewhere, it would be getting louder and louder, building up to that moment just before the girl meets the boyâ
âAnd then they kiss.
twenty
E ven while Eliza was explaining why never in a million years would she agree to sneak out and walk up to the hotel, I was imagining how I would first see Michael. What it would be like. What I would say. What he would say.
Uncle Bruce and Aunt Louisa pulled out of the driveway, but not before telling us they would be back in a few hours. Donât let anyone in. Donât answer the phone unless you hear someone you know talking into the machine.
And donât go anywhere .
âItâs not somewhere,â I was telling Eliza. âItâs practically still staying home.â
âBut itâs not, Julia.â
âBut no one will know.â
âCâmon. It will be fun,â I told Eliza. âLike we are runaway slaves.â
âFollowing the North Star,â Eliza added.
âOr we were captured by Indians and now we have to walk for miles back to their camp so they can adopt us into their tribe.â
âThey live in a longhouse.â
âAnd the clan mother hands us each a cornhusk doll to represent our new family.â
We headed up to the hotel, promising our Olden-Day selves that weâd be back before the âhigh moon rises,â or something like that.
The peepers were so loud, almost desperate. The sun was resting along the tops of the trees and spreading a golden light across the road. It was already late enough in the summer that the days were noticeably shorter and there was a coolness at night that hinted at the start of autumn. The movie would start as it was just beginning to be dark so the little kids could stay up and watch. There would be a later movie too for the grown-ups only, but I knew weâd have to get back before then.
I could hear the right words coming out of my mouth: moccasins, wampum beads, canoe. I could hear the story we were telling, but the whole walk up to the hotel I was only hoping beyond hope that Michael would be there early too.
twenty-one
I t was seven thirty and still light, a gray light, but the movie had started. A couple of Mohawk employees in their green polo shirts were making popcorn in a giant hot-air popcorn machine, scooping it into paper bags, and handing them out to anyone who wanted one. For free.
Chairs had been set up in rows all along the great lawn and the movie was projected onto a giant screen that rose up against the stone guest-room side of the hotel. There were big black speakers on either side, and a papery rug rolled out between aisles. But no Michael.
âI wonder if they had popcorn in the olden days.â Eliza was talking. âThey had the corn. I wonder if they just popped it one day, like by accident or something, and then someone ate it andsaid, umm yummy. But I guess the Iroquois wouldnât have butter, right? I wonder if they had salt.â
My eyes were scanning the people in the seats, soaking in all the remaining light, trying to make out the figures, the groups of kids and teenagers, parents. He wasnât next to that old man in the front row with the jacket, was he?
âJulia, are you listening? Do you want to sit here or