hillâs top its grove of trees stood like mourners against the ashen sky. I thought of this place as I had seen it once, with the sun shining after rain on a spring day, and the whole city, it seemed, cheering the Young Captains as they led their teams in for the Contest.
There had been something to win then, too, and against great odds. I remembered my young self. Had I fought so hard for no more than a jeweled sword?
Edmund kept the silence. I said at last:
âDo you recall the time we fought here?â
âOf course.â
âAnd how I beat you.â
He smiled. âThat, too.â
âYou said once, when we watched another Contest together, that on a second chance you would have won.â
âDid I, Luke?â He shook his head. âI do not remember that.â
âDo you still think so?â
âThat I would have beaten you? No. I knew that after you had killed the Bayemot. I have some courage but when the odds are hopeless I draw back. Youwould always beat me; not so much because you are a better fighter as because you will not accept defeat.â
I paused before I said: âAt least some good came of it.â
âYes. You rule three cities, and will rule more.â
I said: âOur friendship.â
âYes. A better thing still.â
âIt has meant much to me. I have Captains who serve me well, a dwarf warrior who would die for me, but those things are not friendship. There were three of us: you, Martin and I. Martin turned Acolyte and now has left us altogether, to go to Sanctuary. Only you and I remain.â
There was a faraway honking and high up small dots trailed across the gray. Wild geese, on their journey to lands we would never know. I said:
âLet us talk of Blodwen, Edmund.â
Our eyes met. He said slowly: âWhat of her?â
âI think you know.â
He did not deny that, but said: âThere has been nothing between us.â
âNothing?â I spoke bitterly. âNo looks, no touches of hands?â
âNo more than that.â
âListen,â I said, âshe is mine. Cymru gave her to me at the banquet at which we both sat, after the killing of the Bayemot. Is this not true?â
âYes,â Edmund said. âBut she is a girl, not something to be given.â
In the mindâs eye I saw Blodwen again, as she stood with me on the staircase above her fatherâs throne room, and heard her voice: âI am not an honorâI am Blodwen! I will be my own woman. Remember that, Luke of Winchester.â I said:
âIs it the office of a friend to come between a man and his betrothed bride, even with a single look?â
Then he looked ashamed. He said in a low voice:
âIt was not meant. I promise you.â
âYou could not help it?â
âNo.â
âPerhaps you could not. I do not think I blame you. But you are a free man. You can make an end of it now.â
He did not speak. I said:
âI claim this for our friendshipâs sake.â
The wind blew cold down Catherineâs Hill andour horses stamped their feet. Edmund spoke at last.
âI will end it.â
I reached across and clasped his arm. âI will not forget this! And now, I have a mission for you.â
He looked startled. âA mission?â
âTo Oxford. To talk in public with its Prince; in private with its Prince in Waiting. I look for two alliances, one open, the other secret.â
Edmund said: âHow long will the mission last?â
âI will expect you back in the spring. We will watch the Contest of the Young Captains together.â
âAnd when would you have me go?â
âToday.â
âBe open with me,â he said. âIt is because of Blodwen that I am to be sent away? Such a mission would be best in older hands than mine.â
âYou have been too free with her. This you admit. You said you could not help it and I believe you. All things