as a ladiesâ maid when he met her, and in those days anyone in service was not allowed to get married. She wouldnât leave her job because she still had her father to support.â
âShe must have been a wonderful person,â Sadie told him softly.
âShe was,â he agreed.
There was a look in his eyes she couldnât analyse, Sadie acknowledged. A look which held bitterness and anger. A look which for some reason right now he seemed to be directing right at her!
âYouâre wearing your perfume,â he said abruptly changing the subject
Sadie nodded her head, trying not to betray the fact she was pleased he had noticed.
âIs it very different from the original Myrrh?â
âA little,â she told him, the realisation that his interest had been of a business rather than a personal nature turning her pleasure to disappointment. Rather briskly, she added, âThe original perfume, like most perfumes of its time, was much stronger than women want to wear todayâand, of course, very expensive.â
âExpensive and exclusive,â Leon agreed curtly. âIn fact, a luxury that most ordinary women could never hope to enjoy!â
To Sadieâs bewilderment his expression as well as his voice once again suddenly changed, becoming closed and forbidding.
âHave you decided want you want to eat yet?â he asked grimly.
Sadie looked at him, tempted to ask what it was she had said that had caused him to withdraw so sharply from her, but instead she simply told him very coolly and distantly that, yes, she was ready to order.
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âHow old were you when you first knew that you had a ânoseâ?â
Their first course had just arrived, and Sadie looked across at Leon a little warily. But whatever it was that had caused that momentary harsh bleakness to harden his expression had gone, and he was once more smiling warmly at her.
âI donât know,â she admitted. âI just sort of grew up knowing that I wanted to create perfume. My grandmother encouraged me, of course. She was born at the wrong time, I think, looking back now. She would have loved to have taken over the business, but as a girl with a brother that was just not an option.â
âI have gathered that there was some discord between them,â Leon acknowledged, and he looked encouragingly at her, obviously wanting to learn more.
âMy great-uncle was a gambler, and he ran down the business to finance his gambling habit. My grandmother hated what he did, and I think she ended up hating him too,â Sadie admitted. âA rift developed between them which was exacerbated by the fact that my grandmother had married an Englishman and lived so far away from him. Still, she felt so passionately about the businessâ¦â
âA passion which she obviously passed on to you,â Leon interrupted her.
Sadie smiled.
âMy grandmother was a very passionate person.â
âAnd so, I imagine, are you. Very passionate!â
Across the table their glances met and locked. Sadie discovered she was only able to breathe shallowly, her heart bouncing frantically around her chest, making her feel as though she wanted to press her hands to her body to keep it still.
The silence between them, the intimacy of their locked gazes, was the most exciting sensation she had ever experienced, she acknowledged dizzily. Her food was completely forgottenâLeon was her food, her need, her every sustenance both physical and emotional. If he were to reach out now, take hold of her hand and lead her from the table, she knew beyond any doubt that she would go with him.
âYou canât possibly know that. Iâ¦â Her voice was a papery dry whisper, a muted husk of sound, her eyes huge, her pupils dilated.
âI do know it.â Leon stopped her. His own voice was tense, low and raw with an open hunger that made Sadie shudder violently.
âI know exactly how