she!
might!have!snuck!in!without!me!noticing.!
!
Charlie!grimaced!at!the!mention!of!her!name.!He!squeezed!
his!eyes!shut,!a!tear!leaking!from!one!corner.!His!face!reflected!
pain!greater!than!any!he’d!shown!so!far.!!
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“She’s!not!here?!This!is!serious.”!!
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He!opened!his!eyes!and!peered!at!me.!“You!think?”!
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I!rubbed!my!shoulder!as!if!kneading!out!the!sting.!“Sorry.!
Man,!that’s!cold.”!
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“She’s!scared.!I!don’t!blame!her.”!
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His! head! turned! at! the! sound! of! the! door! opening.! A!
willowy! brunette! walked! through,! pushed! by! a! sense! of!
purpose,!her!ponytail!a!standard!streaming!behind!her.!!
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“Damn!doctors!are!worse!than!auto!mechanics,”!she!said.!
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“Sarah.”!I!stared,!but!remembered!to!close!my!mouth.!
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!The! scowl! on! her! face! softened! when! her! gaze! swung!
toward! my! voice.! Age! had! carved! more! angularity! into! her!
features,! harder! planes! and! angles.! The! maturity! added!
subtlety! to! her! attractiveness,! the! difference! between! a! head6
stopping! Ferrari! and! a! more! carefully! appraised! Continental!
GT.!!
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“Blake,”!she!said!softly.!“It’s!been!so!long.”!!
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She! moved! in! to! embrace! me! and! rose! on! tiptoes! to! kiss!
my! cheek.! The! heather! cashmere! turtleneck! under! my!
fingertips!felt!soft,!the!body!beneath!it!firm,!athletic.!
!
“Hey!!Hey!”!Charlie!piped!up!from!the!bed.!
!
Sarah!pulled!away!with!a!smile.!
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“What!are!you!doing!here?”!I!said.!
!
“Where!else!would!I!be?”!She!looked!up!at!me!expectantly.!
“Tim!and!the!kids!can!do!without!me!for!a!day!or!two.”!
!
“You’re!staying!at!Charlie’s?”!
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Her!smile!broadened.!“Don’t!even!think!of!offering,!Blake.!I!
know! your! place! is! a! lot! closer! than! the! house! in! Renton.!
College!was!a!long!time!ago;!crashing!at!your!bachelor!pad!just!
doesn’t!sound!as!much!fun!anymore.!Besides,!I’ll!be!here!at!the!
hospital!most!of!the!time.!Until!his!doctors!say!he’s!out!of!the!
woods,!I’m!okay!in!that!chair.”!
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She!nodded!toward!an!easy!chair!in!the!corner!that!pulled!
out!into!a!flat!futon.!It!might!have!accommodated!about!two6
thirds!of!my!frame.!
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“Bachelor!pad?”!I!said!weakly.!“Monk’s!cell,!you!mean.!And!
how!do!you!know!it!wouldn’t!be!fun?!My!landlords!upstairs!are!
a!hoot.!You’d!love!them.”!
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“I’m!sure!I!would.”!She!smiled.!“Some!other!time,!maybe.”!
!
“Good!girl,”!Charlie!said!thickly.!He!tried!to!wet!his!lips.!!
!
Sarah! quickly! stepped! to! the! side! of! his! bed! and! handed!
him! the! cup! of! ice! water! sitting! just! out! of! his! reach.! She!
smoothed! the! hair! back! from! his! forehead! while! he! sipped!
through!a!straw.!
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“Always! my! protector,! right,! big! brother?”! The! words!
sounded!strained,!despite!the!upturned!mouth.!
!
Charlie!rolled!his!eyes!up!to!look!at!her!face!above!his!and!
smiled!wanly,!unspoken!history!passing!between!them.!I!knew!
some!of!it—ancient.!Didn’t!want!to!know!more.!
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She! turned! and! sat! on! the! edge! of! his! bed.! “How’ve! you!
been?”!!
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I!hesitated,!not!sure!how!to!answer.!“Not!bad.”!
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Her!neck!and!cheeks!turned!crimson.!She!let!out!a!nervous!
laugh!and!waved,!as!if!to!dissipate!an!offensive!odor.!!
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“Sorry.!Dumb!question.”!
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“No,! it’s! fine.”! I! leaned! against! the! windowsill,! braced!
myself! with! my! arms.! “Other! than! getting! shot! at?! I’ve! been!
good,!actually.!You?”!
!
An!infectious!laugh!erupted!from!her!throat!at!my!earnest!
attempt!to!sound!normal.!Tenseness!in!her!shoulders!melted,!
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the! twenty6year6old! college! girl! appearing! under! the! well6
turned! suburban! soccer6mom! façade.! The! chitchat! flowed!
freely! after! that,! light6hearted! banter! catching! us! up! on!