one to figure it out.â She paused for a moment waiting until Jordan nodded in agreement, then continued. âWill the auction take the horse back?â
Jordan shook her head. She didnât want to give Star Gazer back. âThe Wilsons already paid for her. I have to pay them back on Monday. Thatâs when Mr. Yoder and Jacob are supposed to deliver Star Gazer.â
âI see.â Jordanâs mom folded her hands in her lap and stared out across the soybean fields.
Jordan knew that look. It pained her to know that sheâd caused this much trouble for her mom. âIâ¦I know youâre really upset about this, butââ Her mother fixed her with a stare that cut her off midsentence and made her feel like crawling under the porch.
âJordanâ¦â This calm, steady voice worried Jordan a whole lot more than screaming and shouting. âYou went to an auction this morning,â her mother continued, âwith permission to buy some chickens. You came home with the chickens, and the news that youâve purchased a draft horseâ a lame draft horse. Your savings is now gone, and weâre going to have to figure a way to feed this horse and ourselves. Yes, I am upset.â
âBut, Mom,â Jordan squeaked. âThe packer was buying Star Gazer for dog food. Jacob said they like buying the bigger horses because that way they get their moneyâs worth.â She searched her motherâs face. âIâm sure you wouldâve done the same thing if youâd been there.â
âMaybe I would have,â Mrs. McKenzie admitted. Her shoulders seemed to sag under the weight of the problem Jordan had caused. âBut the problem still remains. Weâve got a horse that we really canât afford, and if sheâs lame, thereâs no way we can sell herâexcept to run her back through the auction. And then sheâd probably just end up in a can anyway.â
Jordan gazed into the distance. âI know. Iâve put us in a pretty big mess,â she said. âBut if youâll just meet Star Gazer, youâll see why I couldnât let her go to the packers. Iâll work and earn some extra money to help care for her.â
âAll right, Jordan. Hereâs what weâre going to do,â her mother said, her tone brooking no argument. âIâll meet Star Gazer on Monday when Mr. Yoder and his son come to deliver your horse. You can mow lawns and weed flower beds for the neighbors to help pay for the upkeep on this horse. Then youâre going to come home and do a whole list of chores that I have for you. By the time youâre done, youâre going to have calluses on your calluses. And maybe somewhere in there, you will have learned a lesson.â
Jordan was thrilled that her mother was going to let Star Gazer come home with them. âIâll work until I drop,â she promised.
Her mother gave her a donât-mess-with-me stare. âIâm not finished yet,â she warned. âWeâre going to see if we can get this mare healthy again, and then weâre going to try to sell her.â
Jordanâs moment of victory slipped away. But she knew this was as good as it was going to get for now. Her only hope was that her mom would fall in love with the big draft beauty just as she had. She lifted her eyes to her motherâs face. âI really am sorry, Mom.â
Her mother let out an exasperated sigh and folded her in a hug. âI know you are, dear. Now you can show me just how sorry you are by taking those chickens out to the barn and feeding them. After that you can grab the hoe and start weeding that big flower bed over there.â
Her mother picked up her purse and walked into the house, leaving Jordan sitting on the porch steps wondering if she was going to regret her decision to buy Star Gazer.
The next morning, Jordan was up with the sun. She didnât want her mom to have to