here.â
I take a breath. âThen I canât come with you.â
She moves; sheâs close to me in an instant, facing me across the wall. âThereâs nothing for you there now,â she says. âForget it, little one. Nothing matters but your freedom, but the life you can have with us in the woods.â
But sheâs wrong. My Gramps lies dead in our garden. My mother never saw me grow. And the man who ruined both their lives walks free, unpunished, as happy as he ever was. And I know of things this lady may not, with all her mysteries, with all her secrets. Iâve heard tales of sorcerers and witches, away in far-off lands. Iâm half dragon, yes, and that half is pushing me on, across the wall, into the woods. But Iâm half human, too, and could be I can do things this lady would never dream.
Iâm tall enough these days to reach across the wall, all the way to the forest floor, with one toe still in my garden. I snatch two pine needles, and before I bring them back over the wall, I lay them flat in my hands and I whisper the words Iâm only just remembering, the words the lady taught me all those years ago.
The needles shimmer; my hands sting, sharp, under them. Between one blink and the next, the needles draw out long and strong, the same as the ones the lady keeps tucked into her dress. She doesnât say a thing, not as I call them into being, not as I pull them across into the garden, and they donât shrink, they donât disappear into nothing. They dim in the twilight so that they could be taken for any old knitting needles. But I can feel it still, the humming power spiraling down their lengths.
âTulip,â says the lady, âdonât do this. Thereâs only more danger for you there, only more heartbreak. Come with me, back where you belong.â
I slip the needles into my waistband, next to my Grampsâs note. âMaybe when Iâm finished, Iâll follow you,â I say. âFirst Iâve a vengeance to take.â
âWe will be coming for you,â says the lady.
âYou can try,â I say. âYouâve not had much success just yet.â
âNo,â says the lady. âI mean that every one of us will be coming after you.â
Thereâs a coldness in her voice, a low note I donât remember hearing before. Iâm almost frightened, hearing it. I back up from the wall. âThereâs not a thing you can do,â I say, âwithout me letting you.â
âYou are not like the others,â the lady says. âWe will do everything we can to bring you home.â
Sheâs looking at something behind me, something in the garden, and sheâs backing away into the woods. I hear, before she disappears, as though sheâs speaking straight into my head,
You can run, little Tulip, but not forever. Someday you will be ours
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âLady?â Itâs the Lord of Ontrei, coming toward me through the garden, calling out.
âMy lord,â I say, going to meet him. He stands tall on the garden path. I look up at him, calm, certain. I see again how handsome this one is, with his dark hair, with his sharp eyes. Heâs looking all mournful at me too, no doubt hoping Iâll believe he sympathizes. I say, as straightforward as I can, âYouâll be wondering what my plan is now, what Iâm thinking of doing without my Gramps.â
His voice is measured. âThereâs only one thing you can do, considering the kingâs current state of mind.â
âThat will be marrying you and coming to court.â
I wait through his surprise. âYes,â he says at last. âThough I understand the idea is distasteful to you.â
I donât answer that. Instead I say, âYou mentioned something of an alliance.â
âAn alliance is always strengthened by family ties.â
âAny alliance is better than none at all, Iâd think. Especially