tea. We had a ritual, starting with the real estate pages, passing remarks on the latest tacky towers. Not for us, weâd say, the view is terrible! No room for the servants, things like that. And our imaginary childrenâs imaginary nanny. âHi, gorgeous,â I said. He is gorgeous, not strong, but showy. He said, âIâm leaving, babe. New Jersey doesnât do it for me anymore.â I said, âOkay, so whereâre we going?â I had an awful job at the time, taking orders for MCI. Vic said, âI didnât say we, babe.â So I asked, âYou mean itâs over? Just like that?â And he said, âIsnât that the best way? No fuss, no hang-ups.â Then I got a little whiny. âBut
why?
â I wanted to know. But he was macrobiotic in lots of things, including relationships. Yin and yang,hot and sour, green and yellow. âYou know, Rindy, there are
places.
You donât fall off the earth when you leave Jersey, you know. Places you see pictures of and read about. Different weathers, different trees, different everything. Places that get the Cubs on cable instead of the Mets.â He was into that. For all the sophisticated things he liked to talk about, he was a very local boy. âVic,â I pleaded, âyouâre crazy. You need help.â âI need help because I want to get out of Jersey? You gotta be kidding!â He stood up and for a moment I thought he would do something crazy, like destroy something, or hurt me. âDonât ever call me crazy, got that? And give me the keys to the van.â
He took the van. Danny had sold it to me when the Marines sent him overseas. Iâd have given it to him anyway, even if he hadnât asked.
âCindi, I need a turkey roaster,â I tell my sister on the phone.
âIâll be right over,â she says. âThe bratâs driving me crazy.â
âIsnât Frannyâs visit working out?â
âI could kill her. I think up ways. How does that sound?â
âWhy not send her home?â Iâm joking. Franny is Brentâs twelve-year-old and heâs shelled out a lot of dough to lawyers in New Jersey and Florida to work out visitation rights.
âPoor Brent. He feels so
divided
,â Cindi says. âHe shouldnât have to take sides.â
I want her to ask who my date is for this afternoon, but she doesnât. Itâs important to me that she like Ro, that Mom and Dad more than tolerate him.
All over the country, I tell myself, women are towing new lovers home to meet their families. Vic is simmering cranberries in somebodyâs kitchen and explaining yin and yang. I check out the stuffing recipe. The gravy calls for cream and freshly grated nutmeg. Ro brought me six whole nutmegs in a Ziplock bag from his friend, a Pakistani, who runs a spice store in SoHo. The nuts look hard and ugly. I take one out of the bagand sniff it. The aromaâs so exotic my head swims. On an impulse I call Ro.
The phone rings and rings. He doesnât have his own place yet. He has to crash with friends. Heâs been in the States three months, maybe less. I let it ring fifteen, sixteen, seventeen times.
Finally someone answers. âYes?â The voice is guarded, the accent obviously foreign even though all Iâm hearing is a one-syllable word. Ro has fled here from Kabul. He wants to take classes at NJIT and become an electrical engineer. He says heâs lucky his father got him out. A friend of Roâs father, a man called Mumtaz, runs a fried chicken restaurant in Brooklyn in a neighborhood Ro calls âLittle Kabul,â though probably no one else has ever noticed. Mr. Mumtaz puts the legal immigrants to work as waiters out front. The illegals hide in a backroom as pluckers and gutters.
âRo? I miss you. Weâre eating at three, remember?â
âWho is speaking, please?â
So I fell for the accent, but it isnât a