hanging.
âItâs possible.â
âIâm hanging around, in case Ruth needs to talk. You know what the head doctors say, process what she seen.â He took another moment, jaw muscles flinching, words working on his tongue. âI just wish Iâd gone with Robert. He had a crazy idea he was goingto find Butch Cassidyâs loot. I went a couple times with him and Cutter, but it was too weird for me. Robert had a copy of this old map he said he got from our grandfather. Passed down by Butch himself. You ask me, he bought it in one of them tourist shops in Lander. Everybodyâs trying to make a few bucks off the past.â He was shaking his head. âI got me a good job at the BIA and I canât take off for a whole day. So Robert went up there alone.â
âHow could you have prevented what happened?â
âRuth says it was an accident. Couldnâtâve been anything else, despite the fed going around and asking questions.â He shook his head as if the investigation were an annoying inconvenience. âI canât get it out of my mind . . .â
âYou mustnât blame yourself.â Dallas Spotted Deer, Father John was thinking, would wait here until Ruth returned. They both needed to process what had happened.
âIf I can ever be of help . . .â
âYeah. Yeah.â The man waved away the offer.
âTell Ruth Iâll stop by later.â
âYou do that, Father. Do her good.â
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HE DROVE FROM Arapahoe to Ethete, a few other vehicles coming at him out of the dust. Past little houses with white propane tanks and two-seat pickups and a smattering of plastic toys in the yards, laundry flapping on the lines. He turned up the volume on the CD player, and the music rose over the sound of the wind that rushed past the open windows. He tried not to think of Vicky. Still she lingered at the edges of his mind. Months would pass when he didnât see her. No one who needed their helpâthe lawyer, the priestâand he could almost forget about her. And then Robert Walking Beardied, and there she was in Ruthâs living room. Old friends of hers, Ruth and Robert, from their days at St. Francis Mission School, ties that bind, the past that never lets go.
The hood was up on a tan pickup as Father John pulled into the yard in front of Eldon Lone Bearâs place. Lawrence, the old manâs grandson, lifted himself out from under the hood and squinted into the sun a moment before he came around the pickup, rubbing a black-splashed rag between his hands. A smile as wide as the outdoors creased his face. âGrandfatherâs been hoping youâd drop by ever since Elsa said she talked to you this morning.â
âHow is he?â One of his grandkids was always with the old man, he knew. Arapahos never abandoned the elders. Carried them on their backs in the Old Time, running from the soldiers and the guns that shot fire.
âFor eighty-five years old, Iâd say Grandfather is doing good. Complains about that ghost leg, but other than that . . .â He was still smiling. âCome on in. You like coffee? Sandwich? I think Elsa made a cake.â
âCoffee sounds good.â Father John followed the man up the steps and into the small living room. They always wanted to feed you, the Arapahos. It had taken some getting used to. He sometimes thought he would drown in all the coffee they poured for him. No one left an Arapaho village hungry in the Old Time. Visitors were sent off onto the plains with full bellies, because no one knew when they might eat again.
Eldon Lone Bear sat in a wheelchair in front of a small TV that stood on a chest against the far wall. Father John recognized Bette Davis and Glenn Ford. He wondered if Eldonâs grandkids had heard of either actor.
âHey, Father.â The old man wheeled himself around in a coupleof smooth strokes and
Angela B. Macala-Guajardo