of a man, so letâs just skip the intro part.â I turned to Crow, her red eyes wide with shock. âIs your mom or Adele around? Iâd like to meet them.â
Jude dropped his hand and cursed. âAnother Crow.â
I shrugged. âIâll take that as a compliment.â
Crow rounded my shoulder with her arm, pulled me through the kitchen and down the hall. âThat may have been the single best moment Iâve experienced in thirteen years of life.â
âGlad to provide it for you.â
âMom?â Crow called. âMom!â
âWeâre in here.â Adele called from the bedroom.
My heartbeat quickened, and Crow opened the door, collapsed on her bed. âIâm really hungry. Any leftovers?â
âWhere were you?â Mom didnât turn. âDoveâs, I assumed.â
They say that when you die, your whole life passes before your eyes. I didnât believe that, especially given that I had some experience in the matter. But as I stood, my gaze again fixed on Addy, the one Iâd come back to save, and yeah, the dam broke and the memories flooded.
I saw her take her first steps. I did, not Mom or Dad. Me.
I caught her when she fell off the monkey bars. Well, I broke her fall a little.
I taught her to ride her bike.
So many successes. One failure overshadowed them all.
âMy fault,â I said, and jarred my gaze free of Adele. âI was showing Crow where I lived.â
Mom whipped around. âWhich is . . . ?â
âAlabama.â
Momâs face twitched. âIâm guessing youâre Shane Owen Raine.â
âThatâs what theyâre calling me. I admit the last name was borrowed without permission.â
I tried hard to stay callous, detached. But the whole scene was too much: Mom barking at me; Addy leaning against the bedpost, her knees tucked up beneath her chin; and Crow collapsed on a bed, looking very similar to the crooked soul Iâd seen in the hospital.
I wanted to scream, Itâs me. Iâm back! Iâm Crowâs soul-mind, whatever that is. Do you have any idea whatâs going to happen in just a few days?
Instead, I eased onto Crowâs bed and glanced around at everything that once had been mine. âItâs nice to meet you, Ms. Raine.â
âYeah.â Mom said, nodding slowly. âSeeing as how you live here, itâs nice to finally get a look at your face.â She glanced at Crow. âMeat loaf in the fridge.â
Crow looked at her hard. âThe Monsterâs in there, too.â
Mom wiped her brow with her middle finger. âThat monster is my husband, a fact I hoped you would have accepted by now.â
Crow shook her head.
âWhat?â Mom raised her eyebrows. âNo comeback? No sick, perverted accusations against him? Shane, youâre already having a positive effect.â She glanced at the three of us. âI need to consult with Jude.â Mom kissed Adele and left the room.
A strange silence settled over us. Adele, immune to the gravity of such moments, found her voice first.
âThe girl from the bus. So youâre the one Crowâs told me about these last nights. Youâve really been living in our backyard?â
I peeked out the window. âYeah, I hope thatâs okay.â
She grinned. So gentle, so at ease with whatever came into her life. Adele plopped down next to Crow and stroked her hair. Crow slowly closed her eyes. âThanks for anything you did for my sister.â She paused. âIâm sorry for Mom. Sheâs having a rough day.â
Crow shot up to vertical, red eyes wide. âItâs more than a day. We can pretend later, but Iâm not lying to Shane: this is every morning, this is every night, this is her.â
Addy lowered her head and folded her hands.
âAnd Iâm getting it. Iâm getting it all, you know that,â Crow continued. âBut you