hurt others too. It will not happen again.â
Kevin wasnât there. So she was safe to bring Charlie into school! A warm feeling of thanks wrapped Carla up like a woolly cloud blanket.
Grazie! Grazie!
She would be like all the others.
Well, not quite. Carla eyed her reflection in the bus driverâs mirror as she and Mamma got on. She would always be different because of her olive skin, her black
hair, and her eyebrows, which were thicker than anyone elseâs.
Hairy Carla Cavoletti!
âCarla,â said Mamma sternly, breaking into her thoughts. âDo not jump up and down like that. It will not make the bus start any faster.â
But she was looking for Lily. Not long after her poorly eye, Mammaâs boss had told her she had to work on a Sunday. âWhat am I to do?â Mamma had said, her eyes round with anguish. âI have no one to leave you with,
cara mia
.â
Then her gaze had fallen on the photograph of the hunched woman in a shawl with a face that looked like lots of little crinkly waves made out of stone. âIf only your nonna were here to help.â
Carla had been ready with her idea. âThe lady who took me to hospital, remember, from number 3. She said she would help any time.â
As she spoke, she remembered Charlie. Supposing Lily with the golden hair told Mamma that Charlie the caterpillar was not a present after all?
Too late. Mamma had already written a note and slid it under Lilyâs door. All Saturday night, Carla tossed and turned and worried in her little narrow bed with the simple cross above, made of wood from the Holy Land. Poor Charlie was scared too.
I do not want to leave you
, he said.
In the morning, Carla woke to find Mammaâs eyes sparkling over her. âThe nice lady and her husband are going to take you for the day. You must be good. Yes!â
Charlieâs heart was beating as they walked down the corridor. Hers too.
Please donât let them be found out.
âI will be back as soon as I can,â Mamma was saying to Lily. âYou are so kind. I must thank you too for the present you bought her.â
There was a silence. So loud that everyone had to hear it. Slowly Carla looked up and met Lilyâs eyes. She was wearing trousers that made her hips look very wide, and she did not have lipstick on. Instinctively, Carla knew this was not the kind of woman who would lie.
âPresent?â Lily said slowly.
âThe caterpillar pencil case.â Carlaâs voice trembled as she fixed her eyes on Lilyâs while crossing her fingers behind her back. âYou bought it for me after the hospital to make me feel better. Remember?â
Another long silence. Carlaâs fingers fell over themselves in her attempt to squeeze them even tighter. Then Lily nodded. âOf course. Now, why donât you come in. I thought we might make a cake together. Do you like baking?â
Mammaâs voice sang out in relief. Carlaâs too. âShe loves cooking!â âI do. I do!â
No school now, Carla told herself as she skipped inside. Instead it was a wonderful day! She and Lily got flour all over the floor when they weighed the cake ingredients. But her new friend did not get cross like Mamma. Nor did she have to have âa little restâ with her husband, a tall man called Ed who sat in the corner of the room doing something on a pad of paper. At first she was scared of him because he looked like a film star in one of the magazines that Larry brought Mamma. His hair reminded her a bit of Robert Redford, one of Mammaâs heroes.
She was also a little alarmed because Ed asked Lily why
sheâd moved his paints âagainâ in a fed-up voice, just like Larryâs when he came over and found that she was still up.
But then Ed asked if he could draw her, and his face seemed to change. He looked much happier.
âYou have such wonderful hair,â he said as his eyes darted from the paper to