Good condition. Reasonable. Contact YWCA, Great Russell St.
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7 p.m.
Ena blew in at five-thirty with a brown paper bag full of lemons, honey and lime juice for my cough. She said she hadan urge all morning to call me and hang on the phone but felt shy about it; I said weâre both too inhibited. She wanted me to have dinner with them tomorrow night. I told her Iâd be in Stratford but would be back Friday, and her face fell.
âWe go down to the country on Friday and we wonât be back until the tenth!â she said.
âNever mind,â I said. âI have every intention of lasting till the fifteenth.â
She looked distressed.
âYou canât go home that soon! Weâve only just met you!â she said. âLook, when you run out of money why donât you go down and stay at our place in the country? We shanât be using it at all after the tenth, you could stay there all summerâif you donât mind our coming down weekends?â peering at me anxiously. People unhinge me.
She just left to meet Leo at his motherâs.
The BOAC bag arrived, and I phoned the Colonel and thanked him. He advised me to eat a lot:
âYou must always feed a cold. If you donât give the germs food to eat theyâll feed on you.â
Will now go down to the dining room and feed the germs.
Later
I ordered âChicken Maryland,â which turned out to be a slice of chicken, breaded and fried flat like a veal cutlet, accompanied by a strip of bacon and a fat sausage. Dessert was âCoupe Jamaica,â I didnât order it but the couple at the next table did: a long, narrow cookie sticking up out of aball of vanilla ice cream that rested on a slice of canned pineapple. It would probably confuse Jamaica as much as the chicken would confuse Maryland. But somebody once told me thereâs a restaurant in Paris that lists on the menu âPommes à la French Fries."
Thursday, July 1
Stratford            Â
Midnight            Â
Iâm writing this in bed, in a luxurious motel room: wall-to-wall carpet, easy chair, TV set, dressing table and a beautiful adjoining bath in mauve tile, life at the Kenilworth was never like this.
I tell you my Colonel has got to be the worldâs kindest, most considerate man. We left London in the usual gray weather, it gets to you after a while; I told him I was beginning to crave sunshine the way a thirsty man craves water. We drove into the Cotswolds and about mid-morning the weather cleared and the sun came out briefly. The minute it did, he pulled over to the side of the road, got a deck chair out of the trunk and set it up on a stretch of grass for me so I could lie in the sun the little while it lasted. He told me his wife died of cancer âafter two years of hellâ; he must have been marvelous through it.
We passed Stoke Poges and he told me thatâs where Grayâs country churchyard is. Grayâs âElegyâ was my motherâs favorite poem, Iâd like to have seen the churchyard but we didnât have time for the detour.
As we drove, he told me a long-winded story about a widow he knows who fell in love with a man and was invited to his villa in Italy, and when she got there she found she had no room of her own, the man actually meant her to share his BEDroom, dâye see, and Well-I-mean-to-say, said the Colonel, she wasnât aTALL that sort, and it was a shock to find the Bounder wanted only One Thing. I wondered why he told me the story since he didnât figure in itâandthen it dawned on me that this was his tactful way of assuring me he didnât expect me to share his bedroom in Stratford. It had never occurred to me; heâs much too strait-laced and old-school, it would have been out of character.
He told me he retired from publishing to nurse his wife, and after she died he took the job at