seven fifteen, but here in Mountain Time it is actually one hour earlier. The parking lot is mostly full now.
âSo how often do you come here?â I ask him.
âAbout twice a month.â
âDo you come alone?â
âSometimes alone, sometimes a couple of us go. Why?â
Iâm trying to stall him, of course, to see if Mystery Man will burst out the front door looking for me. We get into the car.
âJust curious. I kind of like this place.â
Tom starts the ignition.
âYou like that girl,â he says.
Heâs about to put the car into gear. No sign of Mystery Man.
âTom, look at me for a second.â
This finally stops him. âWhat?â
âDo I look any different to you?â
âDifferent how?â
âYou tell me.â
âI havenât seen you in a year and a half, Cam. How am I supposed to remember what you looked like then? Maybe youâre a little heavier.â
âHeavier?â
âYeah, a little in the face, I think. Hell, I donât know. Why do you ask?â
âThat girl in there, she knew about transmitting. Can you believe that? A corporate secret so obscure that I didnât have a clue about it, and
she
knew.â
He looks at me strangely. Like he has something to say but isnât sure how to begin.
âHow?â he asks finally.
âRead about it on the Internet.â
âThe
Internet
?â
âThatâs what she said.â
He just looks at me again.
âWell, I have to admit thatâs kind of weird. Still, what does it have to do with how you look?â
âCrystal said that sheâs heard weird stuff about the transmission machine. Like some of the animal test subjects came through pretty fucked up.â
âI think she was playing games with you,â he says. âWhat would a stripper know about transmitting?â
Iâm about to answer him when the front door opens. A tall, sturdy man with a black goatee steps out. His eyes appear to scan the parking lot, and I try not to stare as his gaze heads our way. After a moment, he turns around and goes back into the building.
Was that him?
âYouâre right,â I say to Tom. âShe wouldnât know anything about transmitting. I guess she just got me curious.â
He puts the car in gear and heads for the street.
âSheâs a beautiful woman, Cameron. We should come back tomorrow. She invited you, after all.â
I look back at the door again, watching for the man with the goatee.
âYeah,â I answer. âWe should definitely come back.â
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When I call Misty from Tomâs house, she is surprised to hear from me a second time. When I ask why, she gives me a one-word answer.
âTom.â
âYou know him well,â I say.
Everyone says total honesty is the key to a successful relationship, but I donât want my paranoia to needlessly worry Misty, so I donât tell her about Mystery Man. Instead we talk about everything else, which is to say nothing at all. It started raining an hour or so after I left Houston. Her mom is coming a week early this Thanksgiving. She saw another roach in the house again, so we better hire a different exterminator. The building blocks of life.
Our conversation winds down, and I promise to call her again tomorrow.
âAnd donât worry about me,â I tell her. âIâll be back so soon, itâll be like I was never gone.â
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When we were younger, Tom and I both wanted to be professional golfers. He played a year in college and then quit because of a personality conflict with the coach. I didnât even make the team.
You have to work your ass off to be good at anything, but you really have to work your ass off to be good at golf. After college we spent our weekends competing in local tournaments, won a few, and drew the attention of club pros around