everyone ready for school had compared to a marathon. The chore of doing laundry had gone from two loads a day to six. In addition, thereâd been afternoon snacks, homework to complete, and supper to prepare.
With Mitch managing the finances, sheâd had one-on-one time with their girls, but sheâd missed family time with just the four of them. Looking back, she admitted it hadnât been fair to lay all the blame on him. Theyâd tried to handle more than was humanly possible without help.
Mitch had wanted the foster kids to have the advantages of a stable home life, something most of them had never had, but since heâd been working long hours to make partner, it had fallen to her to make sure it happened. Sheâd known he loved her and his heart was in the right place, but communication between the two of them had become almost nonexistent. It wasnât long until sheâd become wiped out both mentally and physically.
Before moving to Hidden Hills, theyâd always had time to sit down and discuss the budget. All large purchases had been agreed on ahead of time, and if they couldnât agree, then it was a pass. It had been different after Mitch took over the books, partly because he was too controlling and partly because she was always busy. It wasnât until the hot July morning when sheâd stopped for gas and had her credit card rejected that sheâd begun to worry.
âNo problem,â Mitch had assured her when sheâd asked about the card. âI just forgot to tell you I lost it. Theyâve issued new numbers, but itâll take a few days for the cards to arrive.â
Mitch had his faults like everyone else, but heâd always been honest with her, so sheâd had no reason for doubt. Then a few days later the bank had called. They were overdrawn.
âWhatâs going on, Mitch?â Sheâd confronted him the moment heâd walked through the door. âFirst the credit card, and now the bank.â
âLet it go,â heâd replied, sounding more like his father than the man sheâd married. âWe agreed I would handle our finances â and Iâll handle it.â
âDonât lie to me, Mitch! Weâve only been here six months. Are we broke?â
âNo,â heâd argued. âWe arenât broke, just a little short of cash.â
âTo me, thatâs broke!â
âWhen I get my partnershipâ¦â
Unshed tears burned Charlotteâs eyes as shame consumed her. The mention of the elusive partnership had set off the worst argument of their married life. A week later Mitch was gone, and their house of cards lay crumpled at her feet. Since then, sheâd put herself on a tight budget and was ever so slowly climbing out of debt.
She couldnât afford the luxury of living at Hidden Hills. The decision to move to Robins Lane had been the last of her cost-cutting measures. Money saved on gas would pay the rent, and the house, which was smaller in size, would be easier to manage.
Although the dark hardwood floors needed stripping, a damp mop had sufficed. As for the walls, sheâd done the best she could with some old paint found in the attic. The house was solid and sheâd felt a special bond the moment sheâd walked in. For the first time since Mitchâs death, she was able to close her eyes at night and feel safe.
Circumstances had changed her over the past two years. Not in looks, but in perspective. The boxes stacked in every nook and cranny would have been daunting at one time, but not now. She would survive with Godâs help. Heâd already seen her through her darkest days and given her strength when she had none.
âMama!â Becky shouted from the top landing of the stairs. âThose mover guys put Maggieâs bed in my room!â
âSee if sheâll trade with you.â
âI donât like her bed!â
âThen see if
Stephanie Hoffman McManus