stay, so Iâll manage. I can take my painting things into the living room while this room is being repaired.â
âSurely thereâs somewhere else you can go? Isnât your cousin still out at Willowbrook? Sheâll have room for you.â
âIâd rather stay here, where I can walk to my evening work at the pub.â
She decided to change the subject. âHome for a visit?â
âNo, home for a while. Dadâs partnerâs resigned and the practice is too big for one person.â
âYou, a GP?â
He smiled. âWhy not? A and E training is perfect for the job, and anyway, I need a change.â
His face took on that shuttered look sheâd always hated. Oliver could conceal his feelings better than anyone sheâd ever met. She should know. His wooden expression had been much in evidence during the time they were splitting up.
âIf youâre sure you can manage tonight, Iâll come back tomorrow.â
She watched him walk away, got angry with herself for doing that and slammed the front door shut â which was a waste of time with a gaping hole in the corner of her house.
She looked round the studio, of which sheâd been so proud, and tears welled in her eyes. This was a backward step.
So was the return of Oliver Paige. Itâd taken her years to get him out of her system â and he still crept into her dreams occasionally, damn him! Why did he have to come back to Chawton?
She couldnât imagine him as a GP. He definitely didnât have a bedside manner, or much tolerance of fools. Maybe his return was only temporary until his father found another partner. Maybe he was marking time between jobs.
She sighed as she started to clear up the mess. Worst of all, Oliver was just as good-looking as ever, damn his baby blue eyes and honey-coloured hair.
After the meal, Ella and Cameron lingered at the table, sipping her best cooking port in a companionable silence as they watched the moonâs reflection in the lake. The conservatory was shadowed, apart from their small oasis of brightness, and when he went to switch the remaining light off, she made no protest.
âI often sit here in the dark in the evenings,â she admitted, her voice quiet, her body still and relaxed.
âThe view is just as beautiful by moonlight as by day. Did you grow up here?â
âYes. We Turners have lived here for centuries.â
She smiled at some memory and Cameron marvelled at how softly tender that smile was. There was something so very attractive about the quiet warmth of her, though she had been magnificent in her anger. She was too thin, though, and her clothes hung rather loosely on her. She looked as if sheâd be the better for a good rest. âAre your parents still alive?â
âDad died a while ago. Mumâs remarried. What about yours?â
âTheyâre in Toronto. But only until next year. Then theyâll move to London. Dadâs nearing the end of his working life, but heâll probably continue to manage the occasional project for the company after he retires. I donât think he knows how to do anything else but work, actually.â
âWhere did you grow up? I canât quite place your accent.â
âThatâs because thereâs a bit of everything in it. When I was a kid, my parents hauled me all over the world, wherever Dad happened to be based. Iâve spent most of the last decade based in the UK, but doing projects in other countries.â
âDo you enjoy moving around?â
âI used to.â
âBut not now?â
âNo, not any more.â He cocked one eyebrow at her and grinned. âYou havenât asked me if Iâm married?â
Sheâd been dying to. âAnd are you?â
âNo. Never have been, either. But Iâve cohabited a couple of times, one of them for two years. My lifestyle didnât help. Nothing acrimonious about the