ranted about Klingons and Kryptonite. He knew all the music: the stutteringbeats of Kurtis Blow, the robotic bass lines of Big Daddy Kane.
His energy had an edge, as though he might combust, Wile E. Coyoteâstyle, if I stopped paying attention. I was his audience, a human laugh track.
Thayer Pinsky could quote lines from commercials so ancient, they pre-dated the Internet.
âCrisp and clean and no caffeine.â
âWhen you eat your Smarties, do you eat the red ones last? Do you suck them very slowly or crunch them very fast?â
Thayer said that it all started in elementary school. Fed up with his miserable grades, Thayerâs mom dragged him to a doctor.
The doctor asked a lot of questions. âDo your thoughts bounce around like a pinball machine? Does your brain feel like a TV set with all the channels on?â
The night before a test, he found himself battling man-eating robots on the PlayStation or walking Bozo, his English bulldog. He wasnât lazy. When he studied between video game sessions, he felt okay. But when he sat at his desk, he couldnât concentrate.
The doctor offered Thayer a weapon.
Ritalin.
When Thayer swallowed the pill, he went to school and waited for the static to return when the meds wore off. Instead, he got a tingle between his eyebrows. In class, sitting quietly at his desk, he crunched up math equations like Pac-Man.
In the final hour of school, waiting for his second dose, his mood turned sour. Ritalinâs magic didnât last long. At home, he took another pill. Soon he was tingling, though not like before.
He began to lose weight. His long, flat feet no longer fit his sneakers. He missed the way he used to feel, his needle hovering at ninety miles per hour. Most often, he floated in space.
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âA group of foxes is called a âskulk,ââ Thayer said at lunch.
We were hiding in the music room, listening to gloomy old jazz records. It was getting late. Soon lunch would be over. Mr. Clemmons would shove his key in the lock any moment now.
âSometimes theyâre also called a âleash,ââ he added.
Thayer reminded me of an orphaned animal.His dad had split once Thayer started walking and talking. His mom worked in a hospital all the time, helping sick kids.
âShe sees them more than me,â he said. He was fiddling with his glove. If Thayer was in a bad mood, he wore a mechanicâs glove on his left hand. Heâd growl, âIâm agga-rah-vated.â Heâd been wearing that stupid glove for a week. Finally he took it off.
When I asked why, he said, âBecause Iâm not agga-rah-vated anymore.â
Thayer couldnâtâve cared less about his SAT vocab. All day, he had doodled robots during class. Sometimes heâd write down his dreams. In them, he was always an animalâa lion, a dolphin, a fox. He believed that he morphed into these creatures.
âItâs not the fact that my momâs dating,â he told me. âItâs the fact that sheâs replacing my dad. I donât need more adults in my life.â
âMy dadâs dating someone. Itâs weird. But I guess itâs good that my parents arenât together and fighting,â I said.
âYeah. I just wish Mom would wait until I was older.â
I turned off the record. The melody spiraled out of measure. âThayer, youâre like one of the smartest people I know. Why are you bombing English?â
He shrugged. âBecause itâs tedious and I really donât care.â
âYou should care.â
âWho gives a crap about mapping sentences? It bores me spitless. And poetry sucks beyond comprehension. My interpretation is always âwrongâ because it doesnât match the teacherâs.â
âBut what about rap?â I asked. He was always writing rhymes on every available scrap of paper. âIsnât that poetry?â
That got his attention.