feel uneasy.
“ You okay? ” he asked, but she could tell he wasn ’ t worried about her.
“ I ’ m fine, ” she said. “ What ’ s wrong with you? ”
He looked at her as if she was a raving lunatic.
“ I can ’ t keep up with all the things falling apart in my life, ” he muttered.
The tribe was moving again, making the slow trek across the open prairie. Olyva could tell that Rafe wasn ’ t happy about the direction they were traveling in.
“ Where is Tiberius? ” Olyva finally asked.
“ That ’ s a good question, isn ’ t it, ” he said, his voice dripping with cynicism.
“ I don ’ t understand, ” she said. “ I thought you left together to look for Lexi. ”
“ We did, but then the Rogu had to hunt the Tamakas and when I turned around Tiberius was gone. He took our horses too. ”
“ You ’ re mad about the horses? ”
“ No, I ’ m mad because I don ’ t know where the hell my best friend is, ” Rafe said angrily, his voice getting louder and louder the more he vented his frustration. “ I ’ m mad because the Rogu could track him, but they won ’ t. They say they have to stay with the tribe in case the Hulpatah attack during the night. ”
“ The Hulpatah? ” Olyva asked.
“ That ’ s what they call the Graypees, ” Rafe said. “ I have no idea where Tiberius has wandered off to, and we can ’ t even begin looking for him until the morning. ”
“ I ’ m sure he ’ ll be alright, ” Olyva said, trying to reassure Rafe.
“ It ’ s just like him to disappear. He ’ s the new chief of this tribe, as mind boggling as that thought is, and still he feels free to leave whenever the urge strikes him. ”
“ You think he ’ s irresponsible? ”
“ Not irresponsible, ” Rafe said, “ just undisciplined. A soldier never leaves his post. ”
“ Tiberius isn ’ t a soldier. ”
“ You think I don ’ t know that, ” Rafe nearly shouted. “ How the hell are you so calm? Look at you, you ’ re growing patches of stems, doesn ’ t that bother you at all? ”
Olyva thought for a moment. She guessed that seeing the strange looking woody patches on her pale skin would have horrified her before they had been banished from Avondale, but now, she didn ’ t seem to mind.
“ I know you don ’ t like the way I look, ” she said slowly.
“ No, ” Rafe said. “ Don ’ t do that. Don ’ t blame me for this. I never would have gone near those damn trees if I had known what they might do to you. ”
“ The trees were just doing what they had to do to survive, ” Olyva said.
“ What? ” Rafe shouted. “ You can ’ t be serious. ”
“ Should I blame you for slaying the Graypees, or were you doing what you had to do to survive and keep me safe? ”
“ That ’ s completely different, ” Rafe snapped. “ We weren ’ t harming those trees. We wouldn ’ t have burned them down if they hadn ’ t tried to kill you. ”
Olyva felt her face flush with anger. She hadn ’ t realized that Rafe and Tiberius had set the grove of trees on fire.
“ You did what? ” she said in an icy tone.
For the first time, Rafe ’ s ire receded. He looked at her.
“ What did you do to those trees? ” she asked again.
“ We burned them, ” he said.
“ Why? ” Olyva asked in horror. “ You burned them? ”
“ It was the only way to save you. ”
She turned her head away so that he wouldn ’ t see the tears in her eyes. She felt conflicted. On the one hand she understood that Rafe and Tiberius had been trying to save her. They didn ’ t know what was happening, and since Olyva didn ’ t really know what had happened to her either, she couldn ’ t blame them. On the other hand, she now had a repulsion to fire. She didn ’ t want to be anywhere near an open flame. She understood it; she knew that fire was used to cook food and keep people warm when it was cold, but she also had an overwhelming fear of