rest of the week in detention for cutting your last class yesterday,â Mom says. âThey called. The school notices things like that.â
âIt wasnât a class. It was study hall,â I say. That much is true. âI felt crappy. I just came home.â Eventually.
She looks at me as though sheâs trying to decide if Iâm telling the truth. âDâArcy, is everything all right?â
âYeah, Iâve got cramps, thatâs all.â I slide the note for Mr. Keating off the table and slip it into my pocket. Mom turns back to her magazine.
âDâArcy, Iâd like to see you for a minute, please,â Mr. Keating calls as the bell rings.
Marissa rolls her eyes at me. âWait for me,â I mouth. She nods. I go up to the front while everyone else files out. What does he want? I already gave him the note this morning. My heart is pounding. He canât hear it, can he? No.
I take a couple of deep breaths. Act normal, I tell myself. He doesnât know anything.
Mr. Keating waits until only the two of us are left in the room. Then he leans forward with his elbows on the desk. His tie is pulled to one side, and he has chalk dust on his hands.
âDâArcy, I just wanted to ask how youâre doing,â he says.
âAll right,â I say. What does he want?
âYouâre caught up on what you missed?â
âI am.â Where is this going?
âGood.â He tents his dusty fingers together. His long face makes me think of a horse in wire-rimmed glasses. A bald horse.
âI just wanted you to know that if you have any troubling thoughts, if you need to talk to someone, Iâm here.â He clears his throat. âI know how difficult it must have been to lose your father.â
I have a silly urge to say, âBut heâs not lost. We know exactly where he is.â What I do is say, âThank you, sir. I will.â
I wonât.
He studies my face as though heâs trying to figure out if Iâm being straight with him. I give him my half-serious, half-sad, holding-up-nobly face. Then he says, âYou can go now.â
Out in the hallway, Marissa and Andie are waiting for me.
âWell?â Marissa asks.
âHe just wanted to make sure that I was all caught up.â
âThatâs it?â
âThatâs it.â I can fake them out too.
Andie leans against the locker beside mine while I sort my books. Sheâs more Marissaâs friend than mine, but sheâs okay.
âI was at the mall last Friday night. I saw Mr. Keating,â she says, fake casual, inspecting the toe of one black lace-up boot.
âBig thrill.â Marissa crosses her arms.
âWith his girlfriend.â
âGirlfriend?â Marissa pounces on the word. âKeating has a girlfriend? No way.â She shakes her head so hard her hair bounces.
âHow do you know it was his girlfriend?â I ask.
âHe had his arm around her, and he wasnât acting like she was his sister.â
âSo, whatâs she like?â Marissa asks.
âWell, she had a lot of hair and she was wearing this T-shirt with Mickey Mouse on the front.â She holds out her hands, cupped, in front of her. âMickeyâs ears were big. Really big.â
Marissa gives a snort of laughter.
âAnd thatâs not all he has.â Andieâs lips are twitching at the corners.
âWhat?â I ask.
âHe has a toupee.â
âYou lie!â Marissa exclaims.
âSwear.â Andie puts her hand over her heart. âLooked just like a little curly sheep butt sitting on his head.â
At that exact moment, Mr. Keating comes out of the classroom and starts down the hall toward us. Marissa jams her hand in her mouth and keeps her back turned. Andieâs face is instantly serious, as though a switch had flipped inside her head.
Mr. Keating nods at us as he passes. He disappears up the stairs and
Baibin Nighthawk, Dominick Fencer