her smock closed, he swallows carefully and says, âSave that spare thread.â
She plucks two tufts from where the buttons had been and puts them in his hand. He looks at them and laughs. She laughs too.
âThatâll save us,â she says.
âTwo more,â he says, âand we could weave a sail.â
When they stop laughing, they paddle on.
Four hours after sunrise, Jeryon watches his hands shift his paddle to one side. Heâs curious as to what they plan to do. Thereâs a silver flash in the water, and the hands bash it with the paddle. The school has returned. Once he realizes what his hands have done, he nearly leaps overboard to scoop the stunned fish into the boat.
Itâs as big as his sandal and twice as thick. It flops a few times on the bottom. Its gills yawn.
Jeryon is beginning to think his father was on to something, although heâs so light-headed the thought keeps slipping away.
âItâs a meagre,â he says.
âBig enough for us,â she says.
âNo,â he says, âitâs a type ofânever mind.â He cleans and fillets the fish. In the splashes pooled in the boat, threads of blood and stray gore wind around their knees. He combs up the guts with the fishâs skeleton and puts the remains on his paddle. He hands one fillet to her. They take out their buttons, toast, and bite.
The fishâs juices make him gag. His eyes seep and burn. His mouth fills with acid. Swallowing feels like heâs sucking a cork down his throat. He takes a smaller bite. Itâs barely more palatable. And he feels thirstier than ever.
The poth slurps the fish, but sheâs having the same problem. And her hands are shivering.
His are too. Gripping the paddle disguised it.
He swallows the acid then puts the button in his mouth again. When his tongue is glazed with spit, he trades the button for a tiny bite of fish. He still doesnât want to swallow, but he can. His hands shiver a little less.
She does the same thing. She smiles encouragingly. Then they eat in unison: button, bite, button, bite. When the fillets are done, he presents her with half the skin draped over the knife. They gnaw the flakes of meat remaining. He gives her the fish head to suck.
Given the circumstances, Everlyn thinks itâs the nicest gift sheâs ever received. She licks out the eyes with relish.
They use the guts and tail as chum to attract more fish. With their paddles raised they watch for hours. It seems like weeks. The school is gone again. The chum dissipates.
They return to paddling. After a few strokes, Jeryon pokes at his teeth with this tongue, then stops and picks at them with his finger. A scale is lodged there. He canât get it out. He puts the blade between his teeth, but Everlyn grabs his hand before he can scrape. She pushes his hand down and holds it, tilts his head with her other hand so that his jaw drops wide, and works the scale free with her shield-stained nails. He lacks the will to resist.
She shows it to him, a translucent gray blade, and flicks it overboard. He nods in appreciation, rubs his teeth with this tongue, and takes up his paddle.
At dusk, he still feels the scale between his teeth. Or is that her nail? He canât remember the last time he let a woman touch him. No sense in it.
After star-rise he adjusts their course. It gives him something to do and gives her some hope. They donât mention how thirsty they are. Thefirst rule of thirst: donât mention thirst. The buttons have long stopped working except as token comfort. Neither has mentioned a need to urinate or defecate, an alarming situation mitigated only slightly by their mutual relief at not having to do so before the other.
They havenât spoken since the fish, so Jeryon has to scrape the roof of his mouth and bite his tongue to work up the spit to say, âWe made good time. Should be in the river tomorrow. Wonât have to row. Just steer.