screen, glanced down and hit the message button. She didnât recognize the number, but she knew who the message was from.
You look bored.
How do you know? she typed back.
Just hungry and ended up at the same place as you.
Hard to believe thatâs coincidental.
Yet it is.
âEmily, am I boring you?â
She glanced up at the man across the table from her. âSorry, I had a message I needed to answer.â
âWork?â
Heat flooded her face. âYes, someone from work.â
Oops. Sorry. Someone looks upset. Guess I better quit bothering you.
Yes, you should.
You should have said yes when I asked you to dinner.
Why?
Because youâd be having a better time.
With you? I donât think so.
We should test that theory. Donât make plans with him tomorrow night.
Leave me alone, Lucas.
Please.
Ugh. There was that word again. When had he learned to use it so proficiently?
âEverything okay?â Richard asked, causing her to glance up from her phone.
âYeah, just had a long day today.â
âAnything you want to talk about?â
âNo,â she admitted, realizing she didnât want to tell Richard about her day.
âWere you out that late last night? No one forced you to participate in the fund-raiser,â he reminded her, his voice full of condemnation. Again.
âNo, I wasnât out that late last night, and no one forced you to let someone else win my bid.â
Ouch. Had she really just said that out loud? She hadnât meant to. Sheâd meant to keep her feelings quietly under wraps. Even if Lucas had pointed it out. Even if Lucas was probably watching her argue with Richard.
Richardâs lips compressed into a tight line. âIf youâd wanted me to buy your bid, you should have told me.â
Practical. Logical. Infuriating.
âReally? I shouldnât have to tell you that I wanted you, the man Iâm dating, to win my bid.â
His voice had taken on a truly confused tone. âThen how was I supposed to know?â
âYou shouldnât want me going to dinner with another man.â
âI donât want you going to dinner with another man, but you went anyway.â
âThen you should have bought my date so I wouldnât have had to.â She pushed her plate away. âIâm tired and ready to go home.â
He frowned but put his napkin down. âWe can leave as soon as I pay the bill.â
âGood. Great. The sooner the better.â
Why, oh, why did it bother her so much that he tipped their waitress to the exact penny of the recommended amount?
Sheâd barely had a couple of conversations with Lucas and heâd already managed to make her question her relationship with a man sheâd been quite content with.
Content?
Since when was life about just being content?
When did she stop wanting happily-ever-after and the full-blown fairy tale?
She knew. Sheâd stopped believing, stopped dreaming, when her marriage to Lucas had fallen apart.
She fought to keep from looking around the restaurant to spot Lucas. Where he was didnât matter.
She and Richard walked back to her apartment in silence. She turned to him. âIâll just say good night down here.â
âYouâre not letting me come up?â
She shook her head. âIt really has been a long day.â
âThis isnât working for me, Emily.â
She blinked at him. âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, you going on dates with other men and then sending me home. Iâm supposed to be the man in your life.â
He was right. He was supposed to be the man in her life. Only, she wasnât sure she wanted him to be. Surely she deserved better than just the status quo.
âI think you need to reconsider or we need to consider taking a time-out from our relationship.â
What? âIf I donât invite you upstairs, weâre through?â
He didnât answer, just