leader no doubt and Polly the devoted little slave.
So Mrs. Winter made up her mind. It wasnât too late, thank goodness, even now: Gwilymâs old mother would be glad not to have the child longer than could be helpedâshe didnât find it too easy getting about these days, Nellie had said, yet the longer (Mrs. Winter felt) the poor little new baby had a clear field, the better its chances of arousing the mother-love so strangely withheld.
She would ask Mrs. Wadamy this very evening if Rachel couldnât come here after the grandmother was done with her. For a week, say, till they saw how things went. Tonight as ever was sheâd write to Nellie ...
âA penny for your thoughts, Mrs. Winter,â said Mr. Wantage, pretending to topple Polly off his knee.
Mrs. Winter rose in silence and gave Polly so unusually loud and loving a kiss that they both looked at her wonderingly.
16
Presently evening closed in on Mellton Chase: all over the house the sound of curtains being drawn, everywhere the lights going onâfront stairs as well as back.
In spite of Trivett Mary had got home in time to ask Jeremy Dibden (an Oxford friend of Augustineâs, and a Mellton neighbor) over to dine with them. A party of three; for Parliament was sitting and Gilbert (Maryâs husband) was detained in London, though probably he might be coming later.
Jeremy was tall and very thin, with narrow shoulders. âHe must have been very difficult to fit,â thought Mary (noting how well his dinner-jacket in fact did fit him): âespecially with that arm.â Polio in childhood had wilted his right arm: when he remembered he lifted it with the other hand into appropriate attitudes, but otherwise it hung from him like a loose tail of rope.
Maryâs own face resembled her brotherâs: it was broad, intelligent, honest, sunburned to a golden russet color that toned with her curly reddish hair, and lightly freckled. It was almost a boyâs face, except for the soft and sensitive lips. Jeremyâs face on the other hand had much more of a girlâs traditional pink-and-white briar-rose delicacy of coloring: and yet the cast of Jeremyâs features was not effeminateâit would be fairer to say they had the regular perfection of the classical Greek. In spite of his faulty body Jeremy reminded Mary a little of the Hermes of Praxiteles: his lips tended to part in that same half-smile. âYes, and heâs aware of the likeness,â she thought; for his exquisite pale hair was allowed to curl so perfectly about his forehead it might well be carved marble.
âSomehow, though, his face isnât at all insipid because of the life in it: just very, very young.â
Now, dinner was ended. The white cloth had been taken away, Waterford glass gleamed on the dark mahogany by candlelight.
Undoubtedly the proper time had come to leave the two young men to their port (or rather, their old Madeiraâport being out of fashion). But as Mary rose the talk had just reached the theme of the meaning of human existence. âDonât get up and go,â said Jeremy, disappointed, âjust when weâve started discussing something sensible at last.â
Mary glanced hesitantly from her brother to his friend. âVery well,â she said slowly, sitting down again a little reluctantly (was she perhaps become lately a shade less interested than she used to be in these abstract discussions?): âBut only for a minute or two: Mrs. Winter has asked to see me about something.â
âAnd so youâve got to go!âThatâs typical,â exclaimed her brother. âAdmit Iâm dead right, cutting loose from the whole thing.â
âItâs known as Service,â said Jeremy to Augustine reprovingly, his light tongue flicking more meanings than one out of the single word. Then he turned to Mary: âBut tell me; thereâs one thing Iâve always wanted to know: what