it down on the card table with a bang and opened the box, took out an ear-ring and slapped it on the table beside the box.
âIâve only just got hold of it,â he said angrily. âItâs been in my family apparently for a time, but I hadnât seen it before. I wondered if it was a match for the one you have, so I brought it along to show you and compare it. But as it happened I decided not to take it out when you showed us yours.â
Bob Loveridge was looking hard at Peter while he spoke. We all were some distance from the table. Nobody made a move.
Peter said irritably: âFor Godâs sake look at it! There it is. Thatâs the one I brought. It isnât yours, Bob, but I think it makes a pair.â
Bob Loveridge walked slowly to the table and picked up â well, picked up â the ear-ring. He held it for us all to see, turned it round, smoothed a thumb and finger over the pearl. His face was quite white, like someone whoâd had bad news. Then he suddenly offered it to his daughter. Lucilleâs hair shook in a violent negative.
Humphrey French moved across and stared at the ear-ring but didnât touch it. Then he shrugged and looked expressively across at Peter. I did not move.
Peter said again: âI think it makes a pair. Thatâs if we ever find the other one.â
Loveridge said slowly: âI suppose you â meant it as a joke.â
âDaddy,â Lucille said, âif we ââ
âA joke?â said Peter. âNo, it was no joke.â
âIâm inclined to agree with you,â said Loveridge. âI was only trying to find a â a reasonable excuse for you for trying on â such a â such a damned silly trick .â
âSilly trick!â Peter said between his teeth. âThatâs my ear-ring!â
âCan you prove it?â
âWhy the hell should I?â
âIâd like to hear you try.â
âWell, youâre going to be disappointed! Itâs exactly what I said before â either you trust and believe in someone or you donât ââ
âIâm sorry, Peter,â Bob said. âWeâve got a little beyond that, Iâm afraid. I donât like whatâs happened and Iâm not going to pretend to.â
âIâm sorry, too,â said Peter, staring directly back at him.
Bob said: âCan you find your own way out?â
Peter glanced around â at me, at Captain French, briefly at Lucille.
â Right ,â he said. â Right . Iâll go. Good night and be damned to the lot of you!â
And he went. As he moved I spoke his name, having some unformed impulse to try and save the complete break. But whatever I had said at that moment would have been useless. Maybe the only one who could have stopped him was Lucille, and she was as tongue-tied as any of us.
The front door slammed.
The following day I had a visitor. The place Iâd rented from my friend was the top floor of a Victorian house in Fulham-pretending-to-be-Chelsea. It wasnât huge even by the standards of today: a poky bedroom with a shared bath, but the studio was big and had a north light, and one cooked oneâs meals on a gas-ring in the corner.
It was Lucille Loveridge, whom I might have expected but somehow hadnât. Iâd never really reached the heart-missing-a-beat stage with her; but welcoming her there, stained shirt and brash in hand, I thought how exactly right she was for me, the shape, the colour, the smell, the grace of good moving and a personality that immediately went click-click with mine. She lit the whole place up.
We talked for a bit generally, and she drew her cheeks in over a nervous cigarette while she looked at some of my recent pictures. Iâd recently gone through a Fauvist phase and was just coming out for air at the other side. I tried to explain this to her and she nodded and was dutifully intelligent, but I knew only
Chelle Bliss, Brenda Rothert