love.”
“Make…love? You feel this love for me?” He pulled back to stare into her eyes.
Her heart stopped when he looked at her with such a hopeful expression. Did he really expect her to love him?
Be gentle with him, Prov . “It may be too soon to use those words, just yet. I am very fond of you and I do care for you. I’m sorry if it is not what you want to hear.”
He pressed his nose against hers, rubbing slightly, and sighed. “Not now, I understand, but I will pray to Elron, one day I can be your corami .”
She didn’t want to get all gooey and emotional again, and they were drifting off topic. Steeling herself against her emotions, she took his head between her hands, lifting it to meet her gaze.
“Sex is different to humans and it’s full of variety. We use all our bodies in different ways —our mouths to lick, taste and suck. Our hands touch and explore. Heck, there is a whole industry centred on people and sex. It’s a large and natural part of human life, for both women and men.”
“You cannot know this from partaking in this industry.”
She smiled, unable to resist running the flat of her hands over his shoulders, her fingers exploring the dips and hollows of his muscles, loving the feel of his hot flesh under her touch.
“You are my first lover and I think the most wonderful one I’ll ever have.”
He frowned, gripping her tightly against him. “The only one you will ever have.”
She sighed and conceded. “The only one I will ever have.” For now. Deep down, she knew this relationship may not last, but he was spot on. After Zelron, she doubted any man would be anything other than a pale, short comparison.
“Just as you thought it foolish not to let anyone know just how long I stayed a virgin, you should not feel shame, or try to protect me from what they are forcing you to do. If we have to do this, then let’s make it a little fun and bring ourselves some pleasure. You’re not alone when you have me.”
Feeling bold, brave and a whole new woman, thanks to Zelron, she slid her hand down over his chest, abdomen and between their bodies, easily finding his hard cock.
He hissed when she tried to wrap her hand around his hot, thick phallus. Holy crap, how did this big, thing fit inside her? She never got a look at his cock before he pounced on her. A good thing, knowing if she had, it would have sent her into a right panic.
“You keep saying I am yours. What about you're mine, hmm?” She wiggled to slide off his lap, giving her more room to glide her hand down his length and back again.
He groaned. “I am yours. You do not have to…I must bring you pleasure — ”
“Not my rules. Let me show you, please?”
His hips shoved forward, silently demanding more of her touch. “I cannot deny you anything you want, my precious, little one.”
“First, my knees are cold on this floor. Let’s move to the bed.”
She squeaked when he suddenly shoved his hand under her and lifted her from the ground, carrying her back to the bed, setting her gently down. She hid her smile. Someone was eager.
“Lay down, baby.”
He frowned. “I am not a youngling.” Youngling and baby must mean the same thing. She giggled again.
“It’s a term of endearment. You call me little one; I call you baby.”
“It sounds as if I am youngling. Warriors are not younglings.”
Is he pouting? Prov smiled and shook her head while he stretched out on the bed, his feet hanging over the end.
She scooted off the bed and collected the container setting it on the floor, near the bed. “Alright, how about Z? You can be my big, Z man.”
“Acceptable.”
Straddling his lower legs, she got her first real look at his cock, proud and thick, straining up towards his stomach. “Hmmm, my big Z has a little Z, just as big.”
He growled low and she wrapped both hand around him. Nerves made her hands shake a little and she took in a deep breath, letting it out slowly.
C’mon, I’ve read enough books