into place. Snugged up tighter to me.
âYou were wonderingâ¦?â
And suddenly I justâ¦chickened out. âYeah, I was wonderingâ¦do you, uh, do you wantâ¦another beer?â I finished lamely. As soon as the words left my mouth, I was furious with myself.
âNo,â I said, backpedaling. âI mean, never mind. Never mind the beer.â I sucked in another breath. âI actually meant to ask you ifââ
Right then, Aaron and Morgan crashed through the back door. Lindsay shifted, sitting up and edging over to the other end of the swing.
Morgan had a shaggy beard strapped to his head. He danced over to us in tight yellow Speedos and huge sunglasses, singing âBohemian Rhapsody.â
Normally I would laughâwho wouldnât? The guyâs an idiot. But Morganâs screwing around was the last thing I needed right now.
Aaronâs eyes lit up when he saw me. âHey! Whassup, Mikey!!â he shouted. He raised his beer. âYou too cool for the rest of us down at the fire pit?â
Just then he noticed Lindsay bunched up at the other end of the swing. He looked from me to her, then back at me. Raised his eyebrows.
I rolled my eyes: Duh! Aaronâs eyes widened in sudden understanding.
He started to back away. âDu-u-ude,â he said. âItâs cool. Weâre leaving now.â He punched Morgan on the arm and nodded toward us.
Morgan opened his mouth to speak.
âShut it,â said Aaron. âWeâre leaving.â They turned to go.
But it was too late. The door opened again and a group of girls giggled out onto the porch. More people followed.
And my chance was lost.
Chapter Two
Lindsay hopped down from the swing. Weaved her way through the group and went into the house. I waited, thinking she had just gone to get another beer.
After about ten minutes, I wondered if she had left. Some people had been talking about going over to Angadâs place. Maybe she had gone along?
I didnât go after her. I was too pissed off with myself. Embarrassed too.
I stayed in the semidarkness of the swing, avoiding everyone. Eventually, they drifted across the yard. Back to the fire pit.
Except for Scarlett. She came back after everyone else left.
Everyone at our school knows Scarlett. And every school has one. Sheâs the flirty knockout with a rep for being easy. People call her Skanky Scarlett. Iâve heard sheâll hook up with anyone. Not exactly my type.
She sat down where Lindsay had been only minutes before. She pressed her skinny body against mine, chattering away. Stuff I couldnât care less about. How her skirt shrank in the dryer. How she painted daisies on her nails last night. How she liked to watch my lacrosse games.
I responded just enough to be polite. I was still stewing over fumbling the ball with Lindsay. How could I have choked so badly?
Listening to Scarlettâs yapping kind of brought it home. I had to try again. I couldnât let this day end without doing what Iâd spent the last five months working up to.
I decided to go after Lindsay. Wherever she wasâhere or at Angadâs placeâI wanted to see this thing through.
Lightning flashed. Still no rain, but I could hear the thunder now. The wind was picking up.
âGod, itâs really cold, eh?â Scarlett was saying. âIâll bet you can warm me up, Mike.â She shivered prettily and climbed up on my lap. Uh, no. I put my hands on her hips to shove her off. She grabbed my hemp necklace.
âOh, this is so cool, Mike!â Scarlett squealed. âCan I wear it?â She pulled me closer. I could smell booze on her breath.
Gross.
âI donât think so,â I said. I started to push her off.
Thenâstill holding tight to my necklaceâshe kissed me.
Right then, Lindsay banged through the back door. âHoly smokes, Mike, you should have seen the lightning from up on the
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