and eventually billowed so much smoke that Harry waved for me to stop.
The blade rattled from side to side like a bearing had fainted. Harry swore under his breath.
âAre there any more saws? We could get one from power tools,â I suggested.
âTony will kill me.â
âCome on.â
He shook his head. âThereâs a chainsaw.â
âNow youâre talking.â
I followed him to the racks of sleepers and big posts.
âIt hardly gets used. We cut things that are too big for theradial. Or sometimes when we canât be stuffed carting things over to the bench.â
It was a little Stihl, like my friend Cecil at the mill.
I was fourteen when I met Cecil. Mick Fenton had given me a half-hour safety lecture and demonstration then sent me to work docking logs to length before they were rolled on the skids to the breaking-down saw. For me, chainsaws had come to represent responsibility and power. As a fourteen-year-old, itâs possible to fall in love with a machine.
The chainsaw at The Hardware House could have been the son of Cecil and it was in good nick. Plenty of fuel and oil and a nice sharp chain.
âHave you used one of these before?â Harry asked.
âOnce or twice.â
I started the saw and got Harry to stack the lengths of timber so I could cut a few at a time. Our corner of the timber shed rang and clouded with burnt two-stroke.
Harry dusted the end of the last length and shook his head.
âAmazing,â he said. âI canât cut them that neat with the radial. I think we have a new name for you, Mr Prince. From now on youâll be known as Chainsaw. Chainsaw Prince. Where did you learn how to do that?â
I told Harry the story of my former life while we stacked the timber weâd cut into a courtesy trailer. I told him about sleeping uncomfortably on the couch at Mumâs place and how my life was very much up in the air at that moment.
âDo you like woodwork?â he asked.
âYeah. Love it,â I replied, without thinking, and realised it was true.
As true as sunshine.
âYou should come over for a drink tonight and check out my shed. Maybe meet Gordon next door. Heâs an absolute artist with wood. He doesnât just make tables and chairs, he makes works of art. Heâs a genius. He has these ideas in three dimensions and sets about bringing them into the world. Brilliant. Heâs been trying to teach me, but Iâm a bit slow.â
I could feel myself getting fired up as he talked. For a minute, my head was swimming with feelings of destiny.
Any of my teachers could tell you that I was an average student. Painfully average in maths, science, English and everything else. Except woodwork. Mr Davidson, my year ten woodwork teacher, wrote a report that was a poem of praise for my woodworking skills. A natural, heâd said. More innate ability working timber than his teacher, heâd said. My weekend and holiday job at the mill was working with wood, but it wasnât woodwork. It was shoving around the icy carcases of big manna gums, their skinless flanks blotched with tree-blood where theyâd been resting against each other in the stockpile. It was three lengths of four-point-two and the heady mix of two-stroke exhaust and ferment. No dovetail joints and no dowel. No coping saws or burnishing oil.
It was an epiphany. A bookmark moment. It crept up on me in the timber shed at the back of The Hardware House like a swell of orchestral music. I realised my internal compass wasnât pulling me north; it was dragging me inexorably to woodwork. Timber had been my friend; right then I realised it was bigger than that. It was something I could learn. Something tangible that made absolute sense to me.
Harry and I were still raving when work finished that night. He was quick-witted and sophisticated in a way that didnât exist in Splitters Creek. He couldnât have been much older than