stairs.
I flipped on the light in the second-floor storage room, testing it. The power was back on.
Iâd always liked to stay busyâfixing broken things, organizing the storage room, restoring an antique Iâd found or traded for other things in the store.
And since learning my father had been a Sensitive, Iâd been going through the buildingâthe records, the antiques, my fatherâs personal effectsâlooking for some clue about when heâd become a Sensitive and what heâd done about it.
Had he learned to cast off his magic, to keep his magic balanced? Was that why the store had been shielded from the magic monitors outside? And the most important questionâthe only one that really mattered: Why hadnât he told me?
âHe just hadnât told me
yet
,â I mumbled, repeating the mantra Iâd decided on.
Iâd been too youngâonly eighteenâwhen he was killed. He had meant to tell me, maybe when I was older. Heâd had every intentionof telling me but had been killed before he was able to take that step. Because the alternative made my chest acheâthe possibility that heâd never intended to tell me, heâd never considered the possibility that Iâd end up the same wayâbut without his help or guidance.
I sat down in front of two barristerâs bookshelves in the storage room and opened the glass door on the bottom shelf. This week, I was working my way through the books my father had collected. The spines were gorgeous, all tooled leather and gilding, and theyâd have sold for a pretty penny once upon a time. There were French Quarter tourist favoritesâ
A Confederacy of Dunces
and William Faulknerâs
New Orleans Sketches
âalong with plenty of classics I hadnât been allowed to touch as a child. Those tables had certainly turned.
âIâll take a letter,â I said, pulling a book off the shelf, flipping through the pages. When no hidden note or secret message appeared, I replaced it again. âA sticky note. A receipt. A recipe card. A torn page from an old phone book.â
Anything that would help me understand who heâd really been.
I pulled a copy of
The Secret Garden
, my heart momentarily speeding when I spotted faint scribbles in the front of the book. But it was just a penciled price from some long-ago sale.
With more discoveries like that, night slipped away. Five more books followed, then ten. Then twenty. And then I was down to the final shelf.
â
The Revolt of the Angels
,â I murmured, reading the gold letters on the red leather spine. I didnât know the book, but Iâd bet the author hadnât correctly imagined what a revolt of angels actually involved. I ran my fingers over the pressed metallic designs in the cover, the blue and red points of a radiating star.
âAnd how long ago were you written?â I wondered, opening the cover to find the publication information on the first page.
But there was no publication page.
The bookâs interior pages had been hollowed out, carved into a rectangle but for a border of pages about an inch on each side. And there, resting inside the book, was a set of papers.
My heart pounding, palms suddenly sweating with anticipation, I carefully unfolded them, pressed them flat.
They were old legal documentsâa deed issued to a name I didnât recognize and what I thought were supporting documents, all of them yellowed with age.
They werenât my fatherâs, I realized, flipping through half the pages. Just documents someone had put in a book for safekeeping, probably thinking they were being clever about it. My father had likely gotten the book as part of a larger lot, hadnât even opened it.
I put them both aside, lowered my head to my knees. Maybe Iâd never figure out anything else about my father. Maybe Iâd learn to live with what I knew and what I didnât.
âAnd maybe hell will