donât want to know what goes on in your head.â
Her smile was crooked. âI think you do.â
14
Later, Walt went out to buy fags. A cold east wind had got up, bringing rain with it from the Forth. Not for the first time he thought about the grey Crombie overcoat heâd left in his wardrobe at home. He might have to buy another one if things didnât heat up. Or even a scarf, he thought, pulling the collar of his jacket up. Turning into Alysâs road he took out his key. He was surprised to see a strange bicycle chained to the basement railings. Alys didnât have friends, and definitely not friends with bikes. Though it was an old-fashioned type, âpre-ownedâ, as they say in sales circles, and probably more than once. The saddle was dappled with drizzle. Curious, he let himself into the house. There were voices in the kitchen. He didnât have anything else to do, so heâd make himself a coffee and take it up to his room. His job was definitely part-time, sporadic. Sometimes he was sure Alys simply forgot he was there.
The table had been cleared, apart from the single place setting at the end. This was Alysâs place, Mouse had warned him. It was always set for whatever meal she might turn up for. The tablemat was a plastic childâs mat, with an orange cartoon fish, and her mug sat empty and waiting. The mug bore the slogan âTaxidermists donât give a stuff â.
Mouse had a friend over for tea; they were sitting opposite each other, a white cardboard bakery box between them, and fat ginger crumbs on their plates, smears of butter cream. Walt recognised the girl from the pharmacy, the one with the geeky glasses. She smiled when he came in, the turn of her head quick, like a bird. Donât stay too long in this place, he thought, itâs not a great place for birds. Her skin was pale and unwrinkled, like double cream, her hair blacker and shorter than he remembered. She was very animated when she talked, her nose wrinkling, dislodging the Buddy Holly frames. Mouse looked relaxed for once, her eyes picking up a spark from this girl. Sheâd melted a little, like her crisp shell was only sugar frosting and there was something luscious inside.
âHi, Iâm Fee,â said the girl. âI saw you at the pharmacy.â
âLoofahs.â He went over and shook her hand. She had a good, strong shake for the size of her.
âSorry, we ate all the cake but you can come and have a coffee with us,â said Mouse. He couldnât work out if that was the good mood talking or her usual need to do the right thing. They resumed their conversation as Walt filled the kettle and found a mug.
âI think you should go, Maura.â
âIâm not sure. It would be really awkward.â
âItâs only a meal, you donât have to sleep with him!â
âUgh, thank God!â
Walt swung into a spare seat, looked from one to the other. Mouse stared at her plate, but Fee laughed and said, âGalen has asked her out!â
âWhat, the old chemist guy in the bad suit?â
Mouse rolled her eyes. âHe dresses very well, for his age.â
âFor his age,â Walt repeated. âWhat are you thinking?â
It was none of his business, obviously. Youâd have to laugh, really, at the thought of those two together, Church Mouse and a guy old enough to be her father, jangling his money in front of her. Sheâd be lucky if that was all he jangled.
âHeâs sent her a friend request on Facebook and he has a house in the Dordogne.â Fee made big eyes, like this was the clincher. Mouse let out an embarrassed huff of a laugh.
âThatâs the worst possible reason to shag a guy, because you think heâs got money,â Walt said.
âI would never do that!â Mouseâs nose went pink around the edges. âI wasnât even thinking of it!â
âI bet you were.â
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Toni Bernhard, Sylvia Boorstein