doesnât hate me. I apologize to her so many times that she eventually has to tell me to stop.
âI wish you hadnât done it,â she says, âbut Iâm happy that everythingâs out in the open now.â
âSo whatâs going to happen?â I ask.
She shrugs. âI donât know yet. Iâll have to see how things play out when I get back to school. The important thing to remember is that the band will still go on, even if Iâm not around next year. Itâll just be a bit different. Mom and Dad realize that, and they arenât pressuring me either way, which is good.â
I canât help wondering why they havenât taken it that easy on me, but thatâs just how it is, I guess. I canât be in two places at one time, so I do my best to forget about the talent show. It isnât easy, especially when I close my eyes and imagine kissing Sandy and realize that will probably never happen again.
Mom starts banging on our bedroom doors at five oâclock on Thursday morning. We line up outside the bathroom and wait our turn to take a five-minute shower, then wolf down breakfast and load the bus. By six thirty weâre on the road for the four-hour drive to Halifax.
After we cross the causeway to the mainland, Dad pulls the bus over so we can grab some coffee and doughnuts. By this time weâre starting to wake up, so when we get back on the road, he starts running through his plan for our set.
âThree songs doesnât give us a huge chance to make an impression,â he says, âso we have to make the most of the time we have. We should definitely start with âOff to the Dance.â It gives everyone a chance to do their thing, and itâll get the crowd riled up.â
âDo you think Vince Beach is going to like us?â asks Maura.
âHow could he not?â says Mom, turning in her seat and smiling back at us.
âMaybe heâll come out and do a song with us!â says Molly.
âI wouldnât count on that, girls,â says Dad. âIâm sure heâll have a lot of preparing to do backstage. But you never know. Maybe heâll find a minute to hang out in the wings and watch us do our thing.â
When weâre an hour away from Halifax, Mom pops the latest Vince Beach CD, American Saloon , into the stereo and jacks the volume.
Even though I really donât like country music, itâs hard not to get a little bit excited when everyone else in the bus starts singing along.
â I bought a big old ring, and if you tell me yes, Iâll rent a big olâ tux, youâll buy a big white dress. â
By the time we spot the first sign for Halifax, Iâm laughing and belting it out along with them.
â Weâll get a big old crowd, and have a big old night. Weâve got a future together, and itâs big and bright. â
The concert is on the Halifax Common, a large park in the middle of the city. Dad drives slowly past the fences that have been erected around the perimeter, looking for the talent and personnel entrance. Itâs slow going, and weâre forced several times to stop in the middle of the road as steady streams of people move toward the concert grounds.
âThis is nuts,â says Johnny. âThe show doesnât even start for three hours.â
âI canât believe weâre going to be playing for a crowd this big,â says Kathy.
âThey came to see Vince Beach,â says Gran, âbut theyâll leave talking about the Family McClintock.â
She sounds so sure of this that I start to think about what this concert could mean for us. Weâve been slowly building a name for ourselves over the years, but exposure like this doesnât come along very often. Although part of me still wishes more than anything that I could be in Deep Cove to play my debut show with Sandy and Bert, Iâm happy for the first time in days, knowing