thereâs nothing else for it. Only way to pay the bank back is to sell up, but weâll need to sell everything.â
âNot everything,â said Will.
âEverything,â Father snapped, standing up suddenly. âCows, sheep, bullocks, machinery. And Sally, sheâll have to go too.â
âBut how are we going to farm without any animals, without any tractors?â I asked.
âWe arenât going to farm,â said Father. âNot any more.â
âWell anyway, weâve still got the house, havenât we?â said Will.
Father turned on us. âDonât you understand, Will? Weâve got to go. Weâve got to leave the house as well. It belongs to the landlord, to Mr Watts, same as the farm does. If we canât pay the rent, and we canât, heâll want us out. Weâre six months overdue with the rent already and the bank wonât let us have any more money.
Now
do you understand?â
âYou mean we canât even live here any more?â I said, and as I said it I understood at last the whole terrible truth. So that had been the reason for Fatherâs black moods, for his long, deep silences of recent weeks. That was why Mother and Father were shouting at each other in the kitchen that evening. âWe mustnât say a word about it to Gran,â said Mother. âShe mustnât know yet, not until sheâs completely better.Weâve somehow got to tell her so it doesnât upset her too much.â
âBut where are we going to live?â said Will, his eyes full of tears. âWhere are we going to go? Weâve always lived here.â
âOver twenty years Iâve farmed this land, Will,â said Father. âWeâll just have to find somewhere else, thatâs all.â
âAnother farm?â said Will brightening a bit.
Father shook his head. âYou need money to run a farm and Iâm not borrowing it. What we make on the sale of the animals and machinery will just about pay off the bank. Iâm never borrowing another penny, not as long as I live.â
âI told Aunty Ellie this might happen,â said Mother, âand she said right away we could go and live with her, just till weâve sorted things out a bit. Sheâs got plenty of room. Perhaps itâll be a blessing after all. You never can tell. As Gran says, âevery cloud has a silver liningâ.â
âI know,â said Will who was beginning to cry openly now. âAnd thereâs a light at the end of every tunnel.â And he rushed out of the hay barn. Father went after him.
âI think your fatherâs more upset for Will than he isfor himself,â said Mother standing up and brushing the hay off her skirt.
âHow long before weâve got to go?â I asked.
âThe solicitor says weâve got to be out by Michaelmas, and thatâs less than two months away. Thereâll be a lot to do, Bessie dear, and perhaps thatâs just as well. Come on, young lady.â And she took my hand and we went outside into the sunlight.
âWhat will Father do?â I asked.
âHeâll find a job somewhere, I suppose,â said Mother.
âWhat if he canât?â
âThen Iâll find a job,â said Mother.
âBut what if you canât find a job?â
âWhat if? What if?â Mother said. âWeâll manage, youâll see. We always have, havenât we? Letâs just ride out this storm Bess, before we face the next one.â
Hadnât someone else talked to me of storms ahead? Is this what Walter had meant? Is this what he was warning me about? But how could he possibly have known this was going to happen? Why did he have to talk in riddles?
âNot a word to Gran now, remember?â was the last thing Mother said to me before we went back into the house.
Within a day or two Gran was sent off to stay with Aunty Ellie. It would be