closely watching his reaction.
Davey stiffened and shook his head, staring down at the board. âMy mom wants me to do that?â
âNo, itâs my idea.â
âNaw, that would be weird,â heâd said to the board, chin propped in his hand as he concentrated. âAnd theyâd probably think I was weird.â
âWeird? How come theyâd think that?â
âBecause I am.â An amused glint sparkled in Daveyâs eyes behind his new glasses. Heâd recently replaced his Harry Potter specs with âcoolerâ glasses.
âNot any weirder than anybody else,â Cade had said, painful memories from his own childhood shooting through him. His shame about his father had made him too shy to reach out. He was also small for his age, and easy to bully. âWeirdâ would have been one of the nicer things kids called him. âEverybody is weird sometimes.â
âNot weird like me.â
âSo what makes you weirder than anybody else?â
Davey shrugged, and Cade continued. âItâs not because youâre biracial, is it? Everybody has a little bit of everybody else in them. Like the president. Look at him! Be proud of every part of you.â Cade wondered if the boy knew much about his Navajo heritage and was thinking that might be a good thing for them to focus on in their studies. âMy wife was into Navajo history and mythology. That was what she was studying.â
âFor real?â
âYeah.â
âBut she died, right?â
âYeah. She did.â Daveyâs question had surprised and puzzled him.
âCheck!â Davey said, skirting his bishop to challenge Cadeâs king and change the subject. When they first began to play, heâd let Davey win nearly every game. Not anymore.
âNot quite!â Cade defended his king with his queen, and Davey chuckled with an impish grin. âGood move, though.â
Theyâd played in silence for a while, Cade thinking about Dennie and wishing he hadnât brought her up. He glanced at Davey, tried another question.
âSo do your friends think youâre weird, too, or just the plain, run-of-the-mill kids?â
Davey took a sip from the glass of apple juice sitting on the table beside the board. It was a tiny sip, and Cade smiled to himself. Heâd never seen a kid who could make a glass of juice last so long.
âPlain, run-of-the-mill kids.â
âBut not your good friends, right?â
âNope, not them. But, like, I only had, like, two good friends here. Plus, I never showed them my weird side.â
âHave I ever seen it?â
Davey shrugged. âIf you saw it, youâd know it.â
Cade waited a minute or two, and then asked, âHow would I know I was seeing it?â
âYou just would.â
âLike, what school were you at, anyway?â
âAcross town,â Davey said too quickly.
âWhere across town?â
It had been a cheap attempt to find out more than was offered, and Davey wasnât fooled; he shrugged again. Cade knew enough about kids to leave it alone, but still wondered about a boy so full of secrets and if heâd ever trust him enough to share what was bothering him. And Raine, too. Something was always eating at her, seemed like she was always just a beat away from turning tail and running. Heâd noticed that when sheâd linger for a quick chat about Daveyâs progress after their sessions.
Heâd never inquired about her future plans, and she didnât offer them. Once, heâd casually asked what school Davey was registered to attend in the fall, and she told him she hadnât yet decided. If itâs around here, Iâd be glad to reach out to his teachers, heâd said, and she cut him off, smiling shyly, studying her cup of tea as assiduously as Davey studied the chessboard, a glass of apple juice, or his hands, when he had no other prop. Sheâd