her mind wandered with worry.
At last Titay came for her. âCome, hep me now. That lil oneâs on its journey, so be quiet and still.â
The curtains were drawn and the room was lighted by a lamp at the foot of the bed. Martha saw Camâs face drawn in pain, but no sound came from her lips.
Titay whispered, âHep yo chile, chileâll hep you.â
Camâs breathing and Titayâs whispers became one rhythm. The room was very quiet. Martha heard her heart beat as she watched the two women. Cam grabbed Titayâs hand and held on. Titay gave of her strength.
Soon Titay whispered, âNow.â Martha saw that the babyâs head and shoulders were coming. Titay placed a finger under each little arm and lifted the baby up.
The baby let out a cry and Martha said, âItâs a boy.â
âSh, sh!â Titay whispered as she clamped the cord and carefully placed the baby face down, his arms and legs folded, on the motherâs belly. He rested there.
The baby was so quiet Martha felt something was wrong. She held her breath. She wanted to say, âDo something, Titay,â but Titay just waited.
Camâs hands touched her baby lightly. Martha watched Cam caress the small dark body against her flesh and thought of the waves of the Gulf touching the shore. The motherâs breathing was the only sound heard in the room. Suddenly the baby moved. First an arm, then a foot, then he quivered; he breathed! Titay smiled. Her face in the lamplight brightened and she looked young.
The strange quiet, the babyâs movement, the motherâs breathing, Titayâs smileâall these things touched Martha. She stood still, her eyes unable to turn away. A slow rising surge of joy passed through her. It stayed for only a second. She had never known such joy and was saddened that it could not last.
With swift precision Titay cut the cord that connected the baby to its mother. Until now Martha hadnât really seen Titayâs hands. What beautiful hands, wrinkled with age, but soft and sure. How gently they touched that baby as she cleaned him and wrapped him in the layers of cotton and wool to keep him warm. Then she sent Martha for Camâs husband.
When they left the happy mother and son, Titay said to the father, âLeave em lone awhile tâ git quainted and tâ rest.â
In the twilight of day, Martha looked at her grandmother. She was an old woman now, tired after her dayâs work. But as if she knew what Martha was thinking, Titay said, âTis joy, Mat, tâ bring one oâ them lil ones safe through that dark tâ light and life.â
TEN
âYou hurry back heah and donât come sayin you weary, yuh hear me?â Titay called as Martha rushed out of the house. She went along the path that led to the school.
âHey, cha,â Ocie called. âYuh goin like a house afiah. Ainât got no time fuh yo friends no mo, ahn?â
âHey, please donât say that, Ocie.â Martha was surprised that Ocie would even speak to her after the scene at the commissary.
âAinât it true? I sho donât see yuh. Always uner the teacher. I got some news, but go on. Our way ainât good nuff fuh yuh.â
Stung by Ocieâs tone, Martha felt trapped between the women and Miss Boudreaux. Between the old way and the new. But she must hurry. She would be late and Miss Boudreaux would probably chide her again.
If only she could go away to school and have the time she needed for her studies. It was all finally coming together for her. Lessons with Miss Boudreaux and what she was learning from Titay were clearly related. Words she wrote in her composition book were like the words Hal spoke. What if she spoke like that?
She wished that Ocie was still a friend. Then she would have someone to tell that the teacher was always surprised at how well she did algebra; how much fun she had seeing things in her science book that