Toyota.â
âAre you sure?â
âCorolla.â
âYou saw the exact car, the manâs car?â
âNo, one like it.â
âWhat clued you in?â
âLike the shapes. The way the lights go.â
Corolla.
MATT LOOKS OUT THE WINDOWS of the detectiveâs car from the backseat where he is riding with Oopale sitting next to him. She told him she took a day off work, a sick day. Nothing is normal today. People are quiet when they talk into their phones and heâs not supposed to hear.
He told everything about not pumping her chest, and they didnât say he was to blame. He only shook her because he thought she might move, but she didnât. She shouldnât have let herself die. She should have fought it. He would have. He wonât ever let himself die.
Today, later, he gets to see Jade for a play date.
The police are taking him to some place where they match up parents and children. But he doesnât want any of that. Jade or Grady, that would be okay.
Last night he thought she moved, but she didnât. They said she didnât.
Everybody lies. Grown-ups lie. Maybe the man was his father even if his mother said he wasnât.
âWhat do you think youâll do with Jade later today?â the woman detective asks him.
âWii. Watch a movie. Play Grand Theft Auto .â
âYou like video games, right?â
âIâm good at them.â
âYou must have quick eyes.â
âYeah.â
âHe amazes me,â Oopale says.
Quick eyes. Quick ears. âI remembered something else. When my mother yelled at the man in the parking lot, she used a name.â The car pulls over to the curb and both detectives turn around to face the backseat. âIt was something like Dol. Or Dal.â
âDol or Dal. Anything more?â
âNo.â
âWhat did she say exactly?â
âSomething like, âWhat are you doing here, Dal?â and he said, âI live here now.â â
âDal?â
âI think. Something like that.â
WHEN HE FIRST MET HER, it was at a coffee shop and they only gave first names. She was pretty. Older than he was, and that threw him for a while, but mostly she was pretty. She said, âI canât date you. Youâre too young.â He told her he was old in his soul.
Maggie smiled at him and told him she was a bit late in the game but that she wanted a family, at least one child.
He said, âI want that, too. I do.â
She laughed. âDonât even think it.â
He said, âWe could go to Puerto Rico where I come from. Now thatâs a place to raise a kid. Kids are happy there.â
âItâs poor there.â
âYou donât need much there. Itâs poor but kids are happy.â
âNo, youâre ⦠too young.â
âLetâs go to a movie. Letâs go get a hamburger.â
âNo foie gras with you.â
âWhatâs that? Food. Yeah, I heard of it. Youâre making fun of me because I said about living in Puerto Rico.â
She looked dashed. âNo, thatâs not true. We donât even know each other.â
âWell, you could give me a chance. We could do something.â
âOkay. A movie. A movie wonât hurt anything.â
They met the next time at a movie theatre. He didnât have a car. And didnât want her to know he had hitchhiked three hours to see her. He didnât have anything, hardly a penny, and she wanted that foie gras kind of life. He reached for her hand in the movie. She wouldnât hold hands at first and then she did. She had beautiful eyes and full curly hair. There was a little bit of gray coming into it, but he didnât care. She was very American.
âIâm so messed up,â she said when they left the movie theatre, walking. âI got old without noticing. And I still want a baby.â
He didnât understand why she didnât have