didnât even come out when your grandfather visited. Though Iâm positive he knew the vicar was hereâI saw him watch the carriage arrive.â
A slight smile. âNoelle, you spend far too much time spying on your uncleâs window.â
âItâs only too much âcause heâs there too much. If he werenât, it wouldnât matter how often I looked, âcause he wouldnât know I was looking.â On the heels of that bit of reasoning, Noelle pursed her lips. âWhy donât you visit him anymore?â
Brigitte sighed. âYou and I have discussed this. I didnât visit him at allânot even the one time I went to his chambers. I merely went to ask if we could celebrate your birthday, and he agreed.â
âI didnât hear him shouting. Neither did Fuzzy.â
âThatâs because he didnât. I explained the situation, and he gave his consent.â
âThen if you werenât arguing and you werenât visiting, why were you in there such a long time?â
Heat suffused Brigitteâs body as she recalled the answer to that question.
Those moments in Ericâs arms had been the most unexpected and exquisite of miraclesâexcruciating pleasure and equally excruciating anguish. Oh, heâd warned her, been honest with her from the start. Not only about his motives for taking her to bed, but about the aftermath, how it would affect her. Heâd been right. Theyâd dressed and parted like strangers, leaving her emotionally raw, bereft, craving something Eric was unableâunwillingâto give.
But he was wrong that the ache would result in regret. It hadnât. Anguish or not, Brigitte wouldnât erase their lovemaking for anything on earth. She was Ericâs wife now, and even if he chose to denounce it, they were bound in abeautiful and irrevocable way that was hers to cherish for the rest of her days.
Lonely days, if Eric had his way.
âBrigitte?â Noelle was tugging at her skirt. âCanât you remember what you and Uncle talked about?â
Brigitteâs flush deepened. âWe didnât talk about much, Noelle. Other than celebrating your birthday, which he conceded toâand Christmas, which he did not.â
âWhy do you think you can change his mind about Christmas?â
âBecause Iâm a fool,â Brigitte answered, gazing wistfully down at the lush greenery in her hands.
âNo youâre not!â Noelleâs defense was fast and furious. âYouâre just up-to-mist ⦠ick,â she added. âUp-to-mistick. I always forget the âickâ âcause I canât understand how such a yucky word got to be part of a good one.â
Brigitte grinned. âI see your point. And, yes, I am optimistic. However, Iâm also playing with fire. Your uncle will doubtless become livid when he learns of my plans.â
âYouâre not afraid of Uncle, are you, Brigitte?â
âNo, Noelle, Iâm not.â
âWhat are you afraid of?â
â H-m-m?â Brigitte blinked at the sudden change in subject.
âYou must be afraid of something. Like Fuzzy and I are afraid there might be big monsters under my bed. We check every night to make sure itâs safe. What are you afraid of?â
âHeights,â Brigitte confessed.
âHeights?â Noelleâs eyes widened in surprise. âYou mean like high up places?â
â Um-hum.â
âWow.â Noelle sounded incredulous. âDidnât you ever climb trees before you got grown-up?â
âOnly short ones.â Brigitte caressed Noelleâs smudged cheek. âCome. Help me gather a few more sprigs of holly. Unfortunately, itâs clustered in this areaâfar too close to your uncleâs chambers to grant me peace of mind. Letâs be done and on our way before he catches a glimpse of us.â She returned to her
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