thatâs OK.â
Why would anyone choose to work on their own, when they could be working with a friend whoâd do at least half the work?
It was like Ruby could read my mind.
âIâm sorry, Eva,â she said. âI donât mean to be rude, but ⦠Iâm a very busy person ⦠I donât really have time for friends. Donât take it personally, OK?â
That was just about the weirdest thing anyone had ever said to me.
How could anyone be too busy for friends?
Ruby must have some very time-consuming hobbies.
While I was still thinking of a reply, Ruby had picked up her bag and was gone.
The next day I sat next to Ella again, and we did our project together.
And so another week passed by in a flurry of small acts of kindness that didnât seem to be getting me anywhere closer to my dream.
Chapter Fifteen
O n Saturday morning, Mum handed me five euro. Before I could get excited, she said,
âGo to the market in Bridge Street, and buy me some apples and bananas.â
I gasped like sheâd asked me to go to the moon.
âThe market?â I repeated. âWhatâs wrong with Johann? Is he sick?â
(Johann was the man who delivered a big box of organic fruit and vegetables to our house every week. He was really nice, and in the summer, he always brought extra strawberries because he knew I loved them.)
Mum sat down, and I braced myself for a speech.
âDarling, you do understand how bad things arefinancially?â
Why would I understand?
Sheâd only told me about ten thousand times?
âBut you said we had to cut out luxuries,â I protested. âAnd Iâm OK with that â well not OK exactly, but at least I understand where youâre coming from. But surely fruit isnât a luxury?â
Mum gave a sad smile.
âWelcome to the real world, darling. In the real world, not everyone gets their fruit delivered by a nice Dutch man in a pretty green van with flowers painted on the side. And Iâm afraid we canât afford it any more either.â
âBut the market?â I said again. âWhy canât I go to the supermarket, where normal people shop?â
She sighed.
âEven in the supermarket, fruit is expensive. And Gemma next door shops in the market all the time. She tells me that fruit there is a lot cheaper, and itâs lovely and fresh too.â
I knew there wasnât any point in arguing. My mum, who never used to mind spending hundredsof euro on a handbag, was becoming an expert on saving a few cents here and there.
So, feeling a bit like Little Red Riding Hood, I set off for the market, hoping with all my heart that I wouldnât meet any wolves on the way.
It was a lovely sunny day, and the market was crowded. Everyone seemed happy as they wandered by, laden with bunches of flowers and newspaper-wrapped parcels. After a while, I found a stall selling fruit and vegetables. There were crowds of people waiting to buy.
âWhy is it so slow?â asked a big wide man who was standing in front of me.
âItâs always like this,â said the woman next to him. âThe poor girl who is running the stall is on her own. I donât know how she manages.â
Who cared about the stall-holder?
How was I supposed to manage?
Iâd never bought stuff that wasnât already packed up in plastic bags with labels on them.
How was I supposed to figure out how muchfruit I could buy with my five euro?
Should I keep buying one apple and one banana at a time until my money ran out?
And how popular would that make me with the people behind me in the queue?
While I was still trying to decide what to do, the big man in front of me moved away, and I found myself standing right at the front of the fruit stall. The sun was shining in my eyes, and I blinked to make sure that I was seeing correctly. After a few blinks I was sure â Iâd know that long brown hair anywhere â