Jewish lawyers, theyâve got some kind of conscience thatâs hard to figure.â Brother James leaned forward and straightened a picture of Jesus on my table. âBut we will use him, Miriam, as an instrument of the Lord, for our righteous purposes. Weâll take the Lordâs gifts, however they come to us. Mr. Bergen doesnât lose his cases. Now, youâre not to worry.â Brother James got up and walked back and forth across my room. With his back to me, he said, âI believe heâs the father of that boy who visits you, is he not?â
âYes, Brother James.â
âWell, the Lord works in mysterious ways, sure enough.â He paced some more, as we waited for my dismissal papers and Uncle Benjamin. âYou all packed?â he asked.
I pointed to the suitcase in the corner, looking like an orphan at the train depot.
âThen I believe youâve forgotten something, child.â He came back around the bed and handed me the picture from my bedside table. âYou meant to carry it with you into your home, didnât you Miriam? Right there in your two hands.â There was a knock at the door, Uncle Benjamin, no doubt. Brother James lay the picture of Jesus on my lap and leaned forward to kiss my forehead. Again I sensed an unusual odor. It reminded me of an animal you come upon in the forest, an animal thatâs frightened at the sight of you. It must have been something heâd handled earlier that morning; I never smelled it on him again.
The closer we got to home, the stronger I felt. Uncle Benjamin turned into Old Wood Road, and I thought Iâd never seen anything so lovely. That one particular day in early November, the trees were nearly bare, and a blanket of crisp orange leaves covered most of the lawns in our neighborhood. A few pumpkins still guarded the doors of my neighbors. Our house was the smallest on the block, and the prettiest, with its teal blue shutters and the awnings, like sleepy eyelids, over all the windows. I remembered when Uncle Vernon put up the awnings and taught me how to crank them open. The blue and gold stripes were as bright as a new flag. Now, after ten years, they had an easy faded look about them, as though they were proud of the weathering theyâd withstood.
âWeâre home,â said Uncle Benjamin.
Mama ran out to the driveway as soon as we pulled into the carport.
âGet out and let me see you. Why, you look wonderful, baby.â
Uncle Vernon ventured out. âLooking good.â
âWhat do you mean looking good, Vern? Sheâs the picture of health,â Uncle Benjamin said with a snort.
âThe very picture.â Mama pushed me just out of range to have a better look, then pulled me to her again. Uncle Vernon took the picture of Jesus from my hands and an anemic plant, while Uncle Benjamin yanked my suitcase out of the car. They let me walk into the kitchen first, as if there were a surprise party waiting for me.
I loved the sound of the screen door bouncing against the door frame. Our kitchen smelled just the same, like a cup of cooled cinnamon tea. Mama had a perky bunch of yellow-orange mums in a glass on the table. The big portrait of Jesus over the table welcomed me home, too. We sat down to talk, in our usual places, but we did not talk about what we called âthe case.â
Uncle Vernon began, as he always did. âSo, itâs back to school, hunh? You way behind?â
âMostly in physics. But Iâve kept up in English and French and all.â
âAre you hungry, baby?â
Suddenly I was ravenous for some real homestyle cooking, not stringy, watery, drab hospital food.
âBecause Iâve got chicken fricasee on the stove, and mashed potatoes, and green beans with bacon, just the way you like them.â
âShe baked you a pumpkin pie,â Uncle Vernon said. âBe sure and save me and your uncle a slice before you gobble it all up.â He
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